Gong Xi Fa Cai and Happy Holidays

I feel more different and alienated day by day especially in class. I'm never in one specific "group" always in the middle , with Yudish gone I don't have a person to talk to... not just empty conversation , more like one to one talk . He would always be there to snip comments about people but now theres no more , its not that I don't have friends its just different , form 3 was so much easier , being monitor is definitely not child's play . Things aren't easy at home either ... alot of changes to come , we'll see how everything comes to play .

Basketball tryouts weren't running around in a ball park either , Jerry over heard only two form 4's will make the cut , having said that chances of being the two are slim to none . My knee hasn't healed well too -_- I'm taking a break from basketball for a while 1-2 months at the least... well not playing seriously , won't mind helping people :D

Class is fine I suppose . Ian is still the same -_- acting like a monkey , trying to pull white hair . Alot of homework for the holidays , I'll get to that later today or tomorrow , finish that up and then its Ang Pau time.

Now That Its All Behind Me, Reminds Me, To Move On

WHOO , first week has been a bore . Miss out on the last two days with food poisoning... darn bananas and otai hot dog :@ anyway I've started reading and doing weights again... thought that happening (the latter) finished "FEAR" which I bought in mid march and didn't pick up till now , currently reading "The Chinaman" YAH my nickname is a book :D MUAHAHAHA . I'm taking Lit as an extra sub this year , Pn Yong was an aswesome teacher so I'm expecting the same for this subject . Oh yeah and I got appointed class monitor -_- , Daniel is pushing me to become a prefect , Affiah wants me to join drama club -_- and others want me to join the ED board O.o CRAZY... too much responsibilities . Well we're form 4 already anyway.

The world is still turning, the fire is still burning , So move on

This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be ?

No it's not . First two days of school have been dizzy , new to the whole upper form thing , oh found out something interesting today and I guess I accept it . Pluto is *no comment* , I'm not gonna waste my time anymore , feel free to batter in your lovey dovey ambience . Time to say goodbye , I gave you my life and you said nothing.

This Is Your Life , Are You Who You Want To Be?

Spent the last two days of the holiday with Yudish , talked alot about memories,change and his moving to Apiit . It'll definitely be different without him no doubt , several others are leaving too . We spent yesterday by intending to cut our hair but the place was fully booked for the day so we decided today instead , but without falter I still went to his place . We swam , ate and other things :) then today was pretty much the same except we added cutting hair to the equation.

I've been thinking about education , sports , and life in general . It's really time to step up this year , I'm not taking anything for granted from now on . My grades are gonna be up and I'm gonna give my best on the court , no more games .. I won't fail.

Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you've got now
Yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes

This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over

This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes

This is your life are you who you want to be
This is your life are you who you want to be

This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose

And you had everything to lose.


Repeat "And You Had Everything To Lose" No more games... STEP YOUR GAME UP :)

Resolutions

Ok I've had this blog for about 9 months its a new year and that calls for change ;

Firstly credits to those who did well in their PMR : ) I didn't do too well but like I said "new year calls for change"
Most Amanah students did their teachers proud achieving straight A's or just one short of it. I'm going to arts seeing that sub science is a no go , I'll be taking Literature , hopefully seeing familiar faces . All the basketball gang are obviously all going to science leaving me the loner ranger in arts... I may have the company of Swee , Bryan and a few other guys . Yudish is leaving like as I expected , Howie on the other hand will be staying .

New Year (ACHIEVABLE) Resolutions:

1) Be happier :D
2)Don't lose my temper as fast as I did previously
3)Don't react to things unreasonably
4)Be a better student
5)Be a better basketballer
6)Don't take form 4 as honeymoon year
7)Save money -_-
8)Lose bad habits
9)Appreciate life more
10)Be a better person in general

those are mine... why don't you guys tell me yours : ) btw CNY is on the 26th so ANG PAU COMING FASTER LOR :D

bye bye