Recently , I've been in the darkest place I could be (not literally tempat yang gelap) you get what I mean.I thought I was ok since standard 3 or so but I wasn't.You don't know why , you shouldn't know why but I just want to let you know that I'm not ok.Probably never will.
Through it all,only one person listened.No one else knows.Soon I hope it will end referring to the thing I was thinking about doing.Not cause there's no one there to listen to what I have to say but whether they care and listen sincerely.Whatever it is , I will do it before the end of this year unless things turn around.For now I will do what he did and see what happens.Maybe getting away will make it all better.
First emotional post since long long long long long time ago.Thanks for listening , bai.
