Truth

Alright this maybe stupid and foolish but I'm gonna post it anyway . Today Ivory asked me to do this quiz/survey thing (whatever you might wanna refer it as) I did it and well it was kinda true (not the one I wrote but what I actually thought) See I was clever not to actually write what I was thinking about as no one knows yet.

So here was how it went ;
1)
2)
3) write a girl's name , the first name that comes to mind (do this first) The person you have feelings for.
4)family member or best friend (same for 5 and 6 . Amount of family members/best friends not set) someone you care about . (I put Rachel Lee Sze Wei)
5) someone who cares about you . (Yudishtra Selvaratnam was my answer)
6) Hazim Sazali (Ivory can't remember what this number represents)
7)write another girl's name that comes to mind . (do this second) This person is the person who you like/love but can't be with.
8)think of a song , any song (mine was "You'll Ask For Me" by Tyler Hilton) this is how you feel towards no.3
9) (same as above ) chose "Truth" by Arashi . this is how you feel towards 7 and probably why you can't be together.
10) (same as above) chose "Kiss Goodbye" by Lee Hom . How you see yourself
11) (same as above) chose "No Ones Gonna Love You" by Band Of Horses) . How you see your life as.

she didn't use 1 or 2 , I have no idea why . Goodluck people. Oh almost forgot , to see what they represent hold your mouse cursor and drag it over the whole post , its in a white font .

kiss you good bye

Baby, don't cry anymore, this scene is so familiar
Tightly holding your hand, we are both unwilling to separate
Every time I want to say something I instead preserve the silence
Give me a minute to concentrate on admiring your beauty

Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
Don't take along my heart to follow you

Every time we part ways, I am deeply defeated by you
Every time I give up your tenderness, it is hard to release my pain
Every time we part ways, Every time I kiss you goodbye
at that moment I finally fully understand the taste of love

Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
I finally understand the truest taste of love

Rainbow

It's always that way
When you are sulking
I hide the things that are important to me
Because it is the same place each time
I'll try going there first today and waiting there for you

The seasons take the evening sun with them
The shadows spot me and stretch out longer...

You gazed at me with a surprised look on your face
You suddenly pouted and looked outside
You say, “Sorry”
So I say, “Well then, come over here
See, look, look
Our shadows are on top of each other…”

My umbrella crashes into yours so I can’t walk straight
You look at me like that and laughed

I’ll show you the same thing
I’ll pout in the same way…

You laugh so gently
This time, this space
It makes me want to cry
You’re the most precious thing
I pretend to pout
Without even waiting for you to say sorry to me
I kissed me gently…

From here on I’ll be a bit selfish
Is it okay for me to say this?
But only to me, okay?

You said it was too annoying
Because you weren’t being yourself
I wonder why I can’t say it?
“I love you…”
Just those few words?
I’d like to hear them sometimes
Today you and I
Added our names together
The day our love sprouted.

New layout/template

Still owe Alia a lot for my previous header : D

Just thought it was getting old and boring and I'd freshen things up . Hopefully people like this one better . My weekend was kinda boring except for the fact that we managed to find 2 restaurants to choose from for the PRS hi-tea and having a simple get together to see my uncle,aunt and cousin off back to Stanford, Connecticut . Their flight leaves at 12 am later tomorrow. Wish them a safe flight home and hoped they enjoyed their (sort of) annual visit more than the last time.

Short and pleasant for now . ba bai