NUGGNANG
Monday, March 31, 2008
Awesome night,Ordinary Day
Howie.
Yudish.
Ian (can go die lol).
Alfin.
Nurul.
Ashli.
Mae Yin.
Ashli & Mae Yin seem to have same characteristics HAHAHAHA weird yeah?
Alfin was singing (but it didn't rain after all)
Howie was being a MOOSE as usual = being hyper & singing I Will Survive
Ian was being his normal LALA
Yudish was actually QUIET for the 1st time
Nurul didn't say a thing ahahahha
Monday
Assembly was ordinary which include the under fifteen girls & under eighteen guys getting their shiny medals.Teacher didn't even wanna let me get presented with the certificate in front of the crowd (we got 8th D: ) yea well after that it was PROBATE (Tryout prefects) time which include Fazlan,Hao Sern,Faiz & Ashraf getting a huge applause from the form 3's LOL (i'll be there next year don't worry :P) yupp agama was normal ustazah came in late hahaha thought us some stuff about Solat Hajat then Seni was writing notes.Rehat was nothing out of the ordinary other than Ian telling Ashli i smsed him asking whats going on 8-) < means rolling eyes.Sivik was a relief i passed up the assignment before Ian :D hahaha then did some work she didn't bitch about us being all disrespectful thats why it was a relief.Science we continued learning about the "female anatomy" or the Vajayjay as Dr Bailey called it.Kh teacher didn't come so we enjoyed watching the girls do work.Thats all for now bye
another P.S. to Faizura- Give me the stories tomorrow !!! I'll text you just in case..
Friday, March 28, 2008
Longest Period Since I Blogged
Reply to 'Contacts ?' Alia's Tag
This is simple I'll lay it out for you;
Guys = 132 people around half only come online (whether it might be I'm blocked/old emails/no time to come online)
Girls = 97 same thing like the above.
"IMVU friends" = So i'll know who not to tell IMPORTANT things hahahaha
Well I used to think "she" was THE ONE you know everytime i see her face eventhough i know I'd never get her it makes me smile.Well she'll still be my friend (i HOPE) wtv happens I tried and thats the only thing i could have done yea?
MY WEEK/DAY
It's been hectic to say the least?I'll list them down as i remember them;
Monday = normal school
Tuesday = staying back it was ok I guess
Wednesday = PJ (one soul accused someone of scratching his face when it was actually his pimple bursting),staying back for english (Adam,Faizura & Aresya was there so it wasn't HORRIBLE)
Thursday = stayed back for basketball but guess what NO BALL so LAME!!
Today = Ceriathon (like walkathon but it was cleaning) nothing special just painted the upper walls of the class (props goes to me :D,Hazim,Kyle,Goh Wei & Hannah),nailed a few things,(props to Swee,Me & Hazim)used thinner to clean the whiteboard & tables (props goes to alfin,swee,aisyah & someone else i can't remember)
Saturday (tomorrow) = Ching Meng - visiting Grandfathers ashes at Nirvana,Semenyih.Going with dad,grandma,uncles,aunties,& cousins.
My progress with MY NOVEL isn't going that well it's been slow the past few days P.S. to Faizura go write somemore & pass to me i'm bored & wanna do something :D *Camera Rolling action*
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Heartbeats
One night to speed up truth,
We had a promise made,
Four hands and then away.
Both under influence,
We had divine scent,
To know what to say,
Mind is a razor blade.
To call for hands of above,
To lean on,
Wouldn't be good enough,
For me, no.
One night of magic rush,
The start a simple touch,
One night to push and scream,
And then relief.
Ten days of perfect tunes,
The colors red and blue,
We had a promise made,
We were in love.
To call for hands of above,
To lean on,
Wouldn't be good enough,
For me, no.
To call for hands of above,
To lean on,
Wouldn't be good enough,
And you, you knew the hands of the devil,
And you, kept us awake with wolf teeth,
Sharing different heartbeats,
In one night.
To call for hands of above,
To lean on,
Wouldn't be good enough,
For me, no.
To call for hands of above,
To lean on,
Wouldn't be good enough,
For me, no.....
This is the only music I need now
Friday, March 21, 2008
Julius Caesar : by William Shakespeare
“There is a tide in the affairs of men, Which taken at the flood, leads on to fortune. Omitted, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and in miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat. And we must take the current when it serves, or lose our ventures.”
Brutus and Cassius are discussing the final phase of their civil war with the forces of Octavian and Marcus Antonius. Cassius has been urging that they group their forces at Sardis and take advantage of the secure location to catch their breath. Brutus, however, advocates heading off the enemy at Philippi before Octavian can recruit more men. Brutus's main point is that, since "the enemy increaseth every day" and "We, at the height, are ready to decline" (lines 216–217), he and Cassius must act now while the ratio of forces is most advantageous. "There's a tide in the affairs of men," he insists; that is, power is a force that ebbs and flows in time, and one must "go with the flow." Waiting around only allows your power to pass its crest and begin to ebb; if the opportunity is "omitted" (missed), you'll find yourself stranded in miserable shallows.
That's why I shall "go with the flow" |-D
& yeah I'm getting the book soon
Back When You Were Good by The Hours
Thursday, March 20, 2008
College ?? University?? Growing Up??
I took a moment to day & thought how fast we've (children of 1993) grown up.It seems that these days pass by in an instant,a glance & it's over.We're already form 3 it seems like foretime or yesterday.One day we'll look back & remember all the good times and bad that we had.This year is PMR year and everyones preparing themselves with extra tuition,studying while at the dentist O.o,studying when we'd never expect it or just going along living life.Me, well the thought of losing a good life hasn't struck me yet but it will hopefully before the exams hahaha.The thought of actually losing financial security,education, traveling around the world,being an adult who has responsibilities still hasn't set in my mind yet.
The sad thing is I can't picture myself in the future what things it'll hold whether good or bad or maybe it'll be nothing & life itself is useless without the people around you.All I know is I'll have friends who will be there or won't I? That I don't know but to all my friends out there I'll do whatever I can to help you when the time comes.
While playing basketball today it was weird you know trying to capture the thought of being an ADULT the time where your life will matter to MOST people.It'll matter when your life changes you know.You'll lose love ones,friends, hobbies but we all have to grow up soon.Losing those things I can't bear with yet no not until I live it to the fullest extent.@ Alia,oh yeah another funny thing while playing there was this little kid who Fazlan was "adoring" haha so I guess 'Mini Batman' will be a great dad after all & this is 100% already la I'll be uncle Arif O.O haha.BACK TO THE POINT.Can one soul change the world? well the answer to that question is YES how it will change the world, well there a lot of ways.Some would think that changing someones life to make the world better or maybe being a great influential figure, but however YOU change it just know that you changed my life, you all made it better , a reason to live.So I thank you people in my life for making it easier & giving me a purpose to live.I'll remember you all for your greatness you ALL will change the world no matter what.Here are some predictions;
Yudishtra Selvaratnam = Future lawyer/politician & still best friend of Mohamad Arif
Nadhil Aqran = Successful & Married to Farah Amalina maybe?? (INVITE ME TO WEDDING)
Adam Hussain = Lawyer
Lim U Howie = Aerospace Engineer/Musician/part time X Gamer ?
Alia Astaman =Destined for greatness whatever she does
Fazlan Nizamuddin = Whatever he'll be memang 100% will be a good parent & husband (RIGHT FAZLAN)
Farah Amalina = Traveling Engineer & Married to Nadhil Aqran ??
Tan Ashli = One more person whose destined for greatness
The rest of you well you haven't told me yet so you want your name here do tell :P
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Life Changing Moments.
Is that what WE consider a life changing moment?or is it the people around us which make our life's change?
As children we probably get this "moment" every once in awhile things like something a person said or told you,someone going before their time comes,winning a basketball tournament,getting straight A's in an important an exam, or even going to your dream college/university and getting a job you'd love to do.
My life changed in a time period of 6 hours (Sunday night - Monday morning).It changed just by talking to four souls.Four people turned speechless just after a sentence.Has that happened to you?It seems like we all had a life changing moment just then.
Heartbeats-Jose Gonzalez is my current life story :D I TAG ALIA ASTAMAN to write something thats changed her life (if you think it's too personal its ok)
Saturday, March 15, 2008
People Always Leave
we ask ourselves, why do people always leave??? people come & go.. sometimes they stay some times they leave... maybe they just simply couldn't stop their pace?? or maybe they need to move on?? too much of maybes or probabilities...
Friends come & go, some are lovers.. they've been a part of our lives.. someone so important, someone you couldn't live without... but still we can't stop them from leaving.. Was is my fault?? we ask ourselves.. why can't we make them stay??
What have i done?? I was just trying to get to her But look at the positive side, sometimes they do come back.. maybe sometimes... who knows what will happen right?? there's always possibilities..
But Sometimes They Come Back
Friday, March 14, 2008
Season 5 baby :P with the follow up of season 6 hehehehehehe.
Lucas Scott=Me la :D (played by Chad Michael Murray) (S1 - present): Lucas is the son that Dan never claimed, although Keith more than made up for the lack of a father figure in his life. He and Nathan start out as enemies but bond as friends and as brothers as the show progresses. Lucas' best friend is Haley and he has been a romantic interest for both Peyton and Brooke. Lucas has a serious heart condition,hypertrophic cardiomyopathy (HCM) which he concealed for a long time. Aside from basketball, his greatest passion is literature and quotes from the books he reads are used on the show. In Season Five, he is a successful writer and head coach of the Ravens basketball team. He is in a relationship with his editor, Lindsey Strauss but is conflicted by his feelings for former love Peyton.
Peyton Sawyer = used to be someone in previous post but i'm not sure about it now(played by Hilarie Burton) (S1 - present): Peyton's two greatest passions in life are music and art; she is an expert in the punk rock genre and uses her art to express the issues that play out in her life. In Season Two, she discovers that she is actually adopted. She has never met her biological father although she has met his son, her half-brother, Derek. After getting to know her birth mother, Ellie, she loses her to breast cancer. In Season Four, Peyton decides to act on her feelings for Lucas and they begin a relationship. This relationship has ended between seasons Four and Five and in Season Five, a lonely Peyton is working for a record company in LA before she and Brooke return to Tree Hill, where she starts her own record label and battles her feelings for Lucas again.
Nathan Scott = Fazlan Nizamuddin(played by James Lafferty) (S1 - present): Nathan is the son that Dan did claim, although his relationships with both his parents are strained at the best of times. Nathan marries Haley in Season One and again in Season Three, and later becomes a father to James Lucas "Jamie" Scott in Season Four. He and Lucas start out as enemies but bond as friends and as brothers as the show progresses. Nathan is the star player of the Ravens and is named "Most Valuable Player" in Season Four. Basketball has always been his greatest passion and he sees it as his "way out", but in Season Five, a fight leaves Nathan near-paralyzed and his dreams shattered, though he later regains the use of his legs.
Haley James Scott=Alia Astaman (played by Bethany Joy Galeotti) (S1 - present): Haley is Lucas' best friend, Nathan's wife and Jamie's mother. She is an extremely intelligent woman with high morals. In Season Two, she leaves Nathan and Tree Hill to pursue her dream of becoming a musician but returns when she realizes that her marriage is worth more than her dream. In season 3 she battles to save her marriage and succeeds. In season 4 she becomes pregnant and worries about being a teenage parent. In Season Five, she is a teacher at Tree Hill High as well as balancing roles as a wife and mother.
Brooke Davis = Ida Adora (Alia's suggestion) for me it'll be Nurul Ain Idris (played by Sophia Bush) (S1 - present): During High School Brooke was the captain of the cheerleading squad. Feisty and flirtatious, she dated Lucas twice, but both times, their relationship didn't work out. She creates a clothing line, "Clothes Over Bro's" in Season Three - it is accepted by "Rogue Vogue" and later by Victoria's Secret. In Season Five, Brooke has made Clothes Over Bro's a household name, but despite her success, she is unhappy in her personal life so she and Peyton return to Tree Hill where Brooke turns a now-closed Karen's Café into a Clothes Over Bro's store.
Fix You-Coldplay
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Thursday, March 13, 2008
In 10 Years? (doing this only coz i got tagged)
WOO HOO sure i got girlfriend already *wink wink* hahaha.
Schools to go to;
- Institut d'Études Politiques de Paris,Paris,France (the city of lights/love :P) or in english Science Po' (for my early years as a aspiring author)
- The University of Texas,Texas,United States Of America (good place since my dad's friend lives in Houston (i know that Texas is the biggest state so hopefully Austin and Houston is nearby ;O)
- University of North Carolina at Chapel Hill,United States Of America (it'll rather be for jounalism once again OR to play college basketball aka ESPN baby)
- If all else fails (meaning grades,sports i'll have to go to University Malaya THE WORST/LAST RESORT!!!!!)
1st conclusion getting on a good publishing company for my book :P which i am currently working on (Alia will be 1st to read it JUST LIKE THE SHOW) give me a full on review exactly like simon cowell honest and blunt hahaha.I'll probably need to brush up on my reading/writing i mean maybe during this last period of the hols i'll go to Borders and get a stack :P.
2nd after my great moments playing for school.Pick up basketball as a hobby or if needed be a author/basketball player either way it'll be good.But don't worry my friends I won't remember who i am when I'm living my dream in the NBA.My nickname will be "Chinaman" as a tribute to Adam Hussain, "Macho" as a tribute to Farah Amalina or "Big Brother" as a tribute to "Tutor Girl" lol.
3rd last resort after wasting all my families/governments money become a Basketball Coach whether it might be school,college,national,international,or NBA :P since i have better tactics then "MVP" aka Kyle.
The thing is it doesn't matter what i do as long as I'm doing something i love whether it might be Journalism,Basketball,Music or Acting ;O (did i just consider that? haha) & I'll still be up to it if u need a political assistant hehehe or i'll be the leader for MCA same goes for Yudish at MIC.That's all i can think of now.DAMN IT i have no one to tag hahahaha.Thanks for giving me something to do Alia :D
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
One Tree Hill (lifes of SMKSH students) inspired by Me & Alia (Astaman)
Lucas Scott = Arif (I'm the writer/basketballer that loves ...... ahahaha)
Nathan Scott = Fazlan (even though we're not related but i'm technically his brother {in basketball})
Haley James-Scott = "you, DUH". = Alia[Quote myself when she asked me]
Peyton Sawyer = Ash Li! (emo-ness oozes out of her,plus she likes to dance (peyton is a cheerleader DUH),music is also a part of her life in someway)
Brooke Davis = Farah Amalina
Skills = Nadhil
Mouth McFadden = Daniel Syaukani (not sure if he'll rock the mic anot {as an sports announcer})
Rachel Gatina = will not mention (i'll get whacked up if i do :P)
Lindsey = Adina?? jeng jeng jeng (you'll get it if u watch ONE TREE HILL)
Dan Scott = Gangster Teacher/student belum decide
Keith Scott = Ejay?
Karen Roe = No worthy canidate
Deborah = ?
yea so thats OUR One Tree Hill pretty simple enough.I just hope i don't find myself to be fazlan's biological brother,me having to save Dan (whoever he is),Dan shooting Keith (nadhil),Haley (Alia) getting pregnant with Nathan's (Fazlan) baby at 17 LOL, & finally not having a love triangle with peyton,brooke & lindsay (at least it'll be FUN hahaha).Adding (as of 7.00 p.m.) ALSO please Mouth (Daniel) don't go off with Rachel & NOT sleeping with her lol take ur chance & DON'T sleep on the PARK BENCH in Honey Grove you'll get arrested and we'll have to rescue you.At least Peyton & I have 1st "moment" together :P hehehehehehehe
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Election Day (Malaysia 8th February 2008) & other random things
Finally I'm seeing some change in our corrupted Government (Barisan National particularly) it seems that my fellow generation are actually caring what happening in our country.Among of them are;Faheem Amir, Alia Astaman, Chow Swee Rong, Yudishtra Selvaratnam & more.Out of the bunch Faheem was our representative at the Bersih Rally.Getting bombarded with tear gas & water cannons (his really tall and skinny so probably got blown away hahahah) well yea imagine a 15 year old participating in things like this,standing up for what he believes in.
Well currently I've been listening to Jonas Brothers: When You Look Me In The Eyes.ALOT!!! like opening the video in youtube and replaying it after it finishes haha (Thanks to Ashli) & also Kate Voegele (guest star on One Tree Hill playing Haley's musical apprentice)
Anyway today's gonna be a boring day as usual.At least i have an NCAA conference game to watch (BASKETBALL).I think my dad will be going for a wedding so I'll get some ps2 time later hahahahahahaha.Continuing I might watch Hitman or something else Adam (Hussain) gave me like at 3 ish?Gonna sign off now bye bye
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Career Choice (Complication)
All i have to think about is what'd I'm going to venture in whether it might be Sports (Basketball),Journalism (Novelist) or Musician.Well whatever it might be this are the steps i have to take get a career I'd love to do (which is the most important thing to me)
1st The elements of journalism;
- Journalism's first obligation is to the truth.
- Its first loyalty is to the citizens.
- Its essence is discipline of verification.
- Its practitioners must maintain an independence from those they cover.
- It must serve as an independent monitor of power.
- It must provide a forum for public criticism and compromise.
- It must strive to make the significant interesting, and relevant.
- It must keep the news comprehensive and proportional.
- Its practitioners must be allowed to exercise their personal conscience.
- The rights and responsibilities of a citizen
2nd Basketball;
- Getting the basics down (shooting and making almost every shot)
- Representing your own school in a state competition (we {SMKSH} didn't even make the semifinals)
- Playing for state
- Getting into a good sports school (Duke University & University of North Carolina {Chapel Hill}
- Playing for an NBA team (any TEAM)
- Playing with team mates who have my back
- ESPN BABY hahaha
- Winning a champion ship ring
3rd Musican
1.Getting into a good musical school (ICOM,Berklee College Of Music,etc,etc
2.Getting a record deal kakakakakakak
3.Playing music i love...
One day if i achieve these things i'll hopefully still be the person I am.Not forgetting who my family and friends are & not getting hung up with all the material shit in life.....
International Women's Day (8th March 2008)
A Woman is a Woman Although
By Maria Rezende
A woman can be a skill
A rib or a defect.
A woman overflows the edges
Measures up
Eases the dissonance
She plays with the organ and rings the bell.
A woman can be a scream
A belly
A precipice.
A woman can be an abyss or a haven.
And she can be both
And she is.
So to all my girl-friends (notice the dash meaning pause in between) hope you have a good day don't ever be afraid to voice your concerns & step up to the formidable tasks that await.Women can do anything they put their mind too (including keeping their husbands in "check" kakakakaka)
Friday, March 7, 2008
Imagine Saying This To Someone You Love & Not Get A Reaction
Music Expresses (Lyrics & Melody in particular)
Things such as;
Because you're mine
I walk the line.
- - - Johnny Cash, "I Walk the Line"
Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby, and I don't want to miss a thing.
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby, and I don't want to miss a thing.
- - - Aerosmith "Don't want to miss a thing"
Down the street the dogs are barking
And the day is getting dark.
As the night comes in a-falling,
The dogs´ll lose their bark
And the silent night will shatter
From the sounds inside my mind,
For I´m one to many mornings
And a thousand miles behind.
From the crossroads of my doorstep,
My eyes they start to fade,
As I turn my head back to the room
Where my love and I have laid....
- - - Bob Dylan "One Too Many Mornings"
Every time I look in the mirror
All these lines on my face getting clearer
The past is gone
It goes by, like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay
- - - Aerosmith, "Dream On"
Freshman by the Verve Pipe ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sVNAp1C8LIw )
Those type of lyrics make me love music. :P
Girls With Low Self Esteem.
I've said before that all of this things aren't important weird as it seems our generation thinks looks and popularity is all so important but the thing i don't understand is we're changing in our own ways as human beings so why would you give a shit about how you look?Will it make it easier for you to succeed i doubt it unless your gonna be a model (Anoreix bitches....) their billions of careers that pay better & is easier to do.So why are u cutting,vomiting yourselves? does it make u feel better?Never diet or do the things above to look better when who you are is the best.
Saturday 8th of March 2008 is international women's day so let's celebrate this day for women.All those knowable people such as mother Theresa,Eleanor Roosevelt,Amelia Earhart, etc etc weren't the best looking but they had an influential aura about them.Message to all those insecure GIRLS & GUYS your beautiful and great just the way you are never think otherwise.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Crippled Butterfly
As taken from Yasmin Ahmad (i thought this was worth sharing with my friends)
"A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day, a small opening appeared; he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther.
Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened. In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were nature's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.
Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If nature allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles, it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been.
And we could never fly."
Certainly, we all need a helping hand at one point or another in our lives. And the strong must always be mindful of the weak.
But I believe the better way would be to lead by example and teach people how to struggle; not deprive them of it.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Position In High School.Which One Are You?
Like it or not, you are who your class mates see you as. But here's the good news, that's gonna change soon. Because pretty soon, you're going to be going out into that big wide world, and you can erase all those labels. Now, for some of you, shedding this image is going to be, uh, a great thing. And for some of you, not such a great thing. But what matters is that you know who you really are. And you know how you want the world to see you..
Let's Say There Are Five Universal Terms To Describe Everyone In High School.Lets Say Jock,Prom Queen,Geek,Loner,and "Friendly" = Slut.Which One Are You and I??Decided For Yourself & For Me.This WILL Be Life Altering.Please leave Your answers on the comments.Thanks