I Ran

Arms flailing I ran ,
I've run from everything ,
from life , from her & the other her,
I haven't got far.

Every time I watch (movies),
Romance sided ones especially ,
I always think that I failed ,
& theres nothing much to live for anymore.

Like now ,
I'm not on msn nor skype ,
Like I said I ran ,
& I won't stop.

I slow down at times ,
but sooner ,
or later,
I pick up my pace.

If only I wasn't who I was ,
I didn't meet all ,
Those people that I currently know,
& life would be more simple.