What Matters The Most.

Sometimes heartbreak has to happen to teach a man , what is important in life at a certain time and now after losing my first love , I've learnt that love will come and go at odd times and sometimes it'll surprise you like it did me this year but for all its worth I don't regret it cause it was what I wanted at that time . I've moved on tho sometimes I feel lonely but yeah don't love cause you're lonely , love cause you really do love that someone.All that matters is ;

My family
My true friends
My future
My physical well being
My emotional well being.

Yes all those above matter , and right now my emotional well being is fine being single . I've just got to prepare myself for the real world , the world that's looming after high school . After this superficial life that we've been living for 5 years . No longer will "clique's" exist , well not in the way it was in high school anyway. Its time to grow up and be matured , with that playful child still in mind :) not to worry .


So now , it's about SPM , I'll have to put aside my social life and sit down alone and study . After that we can talk about Mixed Martial Arts , learning Mandarin and Yoga classes . Just concentrate for 2 months + and we'll be done with it. You can do this , yes I can.

Aware

May we abandon all those who choose to hate us and stay close to those who care for us.
Even when sometimes you have you let go your ego and just let go.

Chance

Won't you give me a chance
to show you that I can
be that man
that man that can make it right.

I told you unconventionally
so make me understand
why we can't be ideal
nothing more so real.

I bailed once
you did too
i just need one chance
to show you that we can.

We'll compliment
no , we won't depend
on what they say
or what we hear.

Yes we can dear
so don't fear
or tear
no more.

You and I
lets make it
make it
an adventure.

The above is not for my ex but for my next.

Joke of the Day.

A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time.

Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex.

At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he’d like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.

That night, the boy shows up at the girl’s parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. “Oh, I’m so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!”

The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl’s parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head.

A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down.

10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy.

Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, “I had no idea you were this religious.”

The boy turns, and whispers back, “I had no idea your father was a pharmacist.”

Solace

"I'm gonna stop this guy, win, lose... it makes no difference, it ends tonight. This is my fight. Everyone's got one..."

- Jake Tyler -

Some fight for fun , others as a lively hood , some fight to release anger & find comfort , a selected few do so for their families , and you might be surprised but some fight to find solace. Taekwondo , did that for me once upon a time ago & it gave me discipline , strength , & a healthy sweat once a week . After SPM , i'm joining the boys at kick boxing to once again find solace,comfort and release anger. Hope they guide me well once I get there.

"It's on you, always has been, always will be."
- Jean Roqua -

Shoe wishlist ;)

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TOP TEN LO C.S. Adidas Originals

Country II Leather Adidas Original

BFaB

"Born from a boombox"


Moose: (from trailer) People dance because dance can change things. One move, can bring people together. One move, can make you believe like there's something more. One move, can set a whole generation free.

I myself have always been easily influenced by non-harmful or non-sinful hobbies , such as surfing,playing the guitar,playing badminton , and ever since the first Step Up 1 , I always wanted to dance. You may be thinking i'm just another one of those posers but I'm being truthful . I always wanted to bust a move on the dance floor but my lack of self esteem never helped.

Music gives a voice and platform for people to express themselves . Whether it may be by singing,playing music or dance to it. Whatever it might be , express yourself through good means :)

"Live the life , live the dream . No fear"