NUGGNANG

Friday, June 26, 2009

Drift Wood

I ain't running no more . Final word . Everytime I feel that we get close you drift away , and it never fails to happen . YOU are the one , not me . I wanna listen , I wanna be there for you butttt noooooo you wanna be silent.

You said that you appreciate me and I was a really good friend who cared and stuff . I still am , are you forgetting? tolong la , I've accepted us as what we are , FRIENDS . Now you wanna do this to me? please , have some decency .

We had our talks , but how often? the length in between was like a 3 weeks-a month ago . I listen and you listen thats how its supposed to go . There are times when I feel just lost , no single person to talk to , not even Yudish and your not there , what am I supposed to do?

SAVE ME HALEY JAMES SCOTT

selain saya

Friday, June 19, 2009

I Ran

Arms flailing I ran ,
I've run from everything ,
from life , from her & the other her,
I haven't got far.

Every time I watch (movies),
Romance sided ones especially ,
I always think that I failed ,
& theres nothing much to live for anymore.

Like now ,
I'm not on msn nor skype ,
Like I said I ran ,
& I won't stop.

I slow down at times ,
but sooner ,
or later,
I pick up my pace.

If only I wasn't who I was ,
I didn't meet all ,
Those people that I currently know,
& life would be more simple.

Another Me

Diggin' in for another day
Carrying on in my own
But you know me
I live and die nearly every day
Insanity, it's havin' its way with me

These days in the gallows
I'm kneeling at the block
With my neck outstretched
And I should've stayed in the shallows

But you know me, I'm in too deep
And I'm waiting for another me
One that can change the pain of yesterday
Carry me through another day
And I'm waiting for another me
One in between the burn
And the lessons learned
'Cause being me ain't no way to be

I'm talking law down at Murphy's Bar
Unhappy hour on my own last call
Calling me out on my living lie
Looking for luck I can't even buy

Give me one chance at recovering
What was lost
And give me one shot at redemption
At any cost
Repair my way before it breaks me
Don't break me

Hello did you notice me
Can't you see that I'm crumbling down
Tired of the same old same
I'm coming to
I'm coming back around

Monday, June 8, 2009

HOUUUU Michael O'Donnell owns :D

When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning. You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you.


walau i tell you ah , the things script writers think of . They'd be the most romantic people around. I wanna say that to two people : | but I can't

Sunday, June 7, 2009

I've seen a comet , twice but maybe I've been fooled

"The boy saw the comet and he felt as though his life had meaning. And when it went away, he waited his entire life for it to come back to him.
It was more than just a comet because of what it brought to his life: direction, beauty, meaning. There were many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... And his belief in God and love and art would be re-awakened in his heart."

Friday, June 5, 2009

Oh yeah its happening again ._. shizitsss

It's looking like a limb torn off
Or altogether just taken apart
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

And anything to make you smile
It is a better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long
Just to be over then back to another one

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone,
They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard.

Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way

And no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do

But someone
They should have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard


you have no idea how I am feeling now , sadly you aren't there for me : (

Thursday, June 4, 2009

ADORABLE :D





this has to be fake cause even I can't do this :D