I'm lazy , we all know that.When it comes to blogging I have to be extremely inspired or EXTREMELY bored.This time its the latter.Well well , 2009 is coming to an end.She took lives,she gave birth but most of all its the first time I've danced D : so lets say she caused some embarrassment too.
All in all it was a good year for me.I learnt from mistakes,learnt from friends and most of all learnt from myself.Its time to grow up and not be a kid.We can have our moments at times but remember always to be kind :)
I'll try to recap eh.
January: was bummed cause of my knee , but ended up well.Not fitting in class , that too ended well.New friends were made and infatuation was key in this month.
February:Things started to pick up and since I was nominated for prefects the second time , I thought what the heck.Might as well learn something and make new friends.All those people who talk badly about them won't understand till their on the opposite side.Misjudging and stereotyping is bad for a reason.
March:Basketball season began , we were really hyped up this year cause of our strong lineup.To no avail we got 3rd , Ian and I learnt to be benchwarmers but I gained experience & next year it'll be up to us to show Zon Bangsar that we're one of the best.
April:Prefects camp , rememberable at best.Never really warmed up to the form 5's but after camp got closer to everyone :)
May: I don't remember this month at all for some reason , heh must of been sleeping at home. (Updated as I reached July) This was emo month.Struggling with my heart.After all of it though ,lets not fall head first into love.Think first.Always.
June: AHA so the once probate has now become a prefect.Not so weird in blue after all.People treated me different ._. for awhile then it died down.For all its worth , I hope I changed for the better.
July:Akouein , was good while it lasted.Still think all of them will be famous some day.IU performance was great.Singing in front of 300 + people , now anything less seems so easy :P
oh for July I found this : "Things to acomplish by the end of the year :
get at least 5 A's (This didn't happen,missed it by 1).perform 10 more times(Missed this by 8).get a new phone(Didn't happen but I'm close,waiting for the Milestone, Motorola).be connected more(Was,for the most of the year.Thanks to Harris for lending he's notebook to me).stay outta trouble(Well didn't cause that much havoc :P).be more friendly(Yupp,met some good people).wait another 2 months(think this has something to do with my ankle , I did wait but got it sprained again D : ).win a competition(Nope).do all my homework ._.(Epic fail,this didn't work but I swear next year I'm putting my foot down and making sure I get straight A's)have a good time at prefects dinner(yeah it was great till it came time to do the sketch ._. sorry ex form 5's).get my guitar re-strung(Accomplished three times).stay happy (unless unavoidable) (Stuck to this).move(heh not yet,soon I hope).get a car( I should have called my grandmother after writing this,she sold her Civic for 5 K,still regretting).learn to PROPERLY drive a manual car , possibly my grandmothers old Honda Civic(failed).tie up loose ends(Yes I did).dance. (this is for Yudish) lol (Ask them how I did :P).Get a part time job(Was going to but didn't).make sure THEY end up together(they did for awhile but sometimes you can't force things).go on a road trip (Malacca twice once with family the other with the PRS bunch).hug 10 more people(accomplished (Y)."
August:Spent most of my time watching Smallville & covering songs.
October:Exams , finished up with that shit and started having fun.
November & December: Messed up my ankle , Fazlan oh Fazlan how I love you so much :P LOL.Started the hols off with going to Sabina's party (Y) then started the one day out and one day off schedule.Going out having fun.Events to mention are Yudish's bhagara party (Y) , Malacca with PRS , Sleepover at Daniel's (I don't exactly remember when this was so it might not have been during the hols) , PRS dinner , 2012 , Avatar , going to cousin's house , covering songs , going to grandmother's house, spending time with friends and spending time with family.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Drops Of Jupiter
Now that shes back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey
Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that theres time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that shes back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that theres time to grow, hey, hey
Now that shes back in the atmosphere
Im afraid that she might think of me as plain ol jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know youre wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Truth
Alright this maybe stupid and foolish but I'm gonna post it anyway . Today Ivory asked me to do this quiz/survey thing (whatever you might wanna refer it as) I did it and well it was kinda true (not the one I wrote but what I actually thought) See I was clever not to actually write what I was thinking about as no one knows yet.
So here was how it went ;
1)
2)
3) write a girl's name , the first name that comes to mind (do this first) The person you have feelings for.
4)family member or best friend (same for 5 and 6 . Amount of family members/best friends not set) someone you care about . (I put Rachel Lee Sze Wei)
5) someone who cares about you . (Yudishtra Selvaratnam was my answer)
6) Hazim Sazali (Ivory can't remember what this number represents)
7)write another girl's name that comes to mind . (do this second) This person is the person who you like/love but can't be with.
8)think of a song , any song (mine was "You'll Ask For Me" by Tyler Hilton) this is how you feel towards no.3
9) (same as above ) chose "Truth" by Arashi . this is how you feel towards 7 and probably why you can't be together.
10) (same as above) chose "Kiss Goodbye" by Lee Hom . How you see yourself
11) (same as above) chose "No Ones Gonna Love You" by Band Of Horses) . How you see your life as.
she didn't use 1 or 2 , I have no idea why . Goodluck people. Oh almost forgot , to see what they represent hold your mouse cursor and drag it over the whole post , its in a white font .
So here was how it went ;
1)
2)
3) write a girl's name , the first name that comes to mind (do this first) The person you have feelings for.
4)family member or best friend (same for 5 and 6 . Amount of family members/best friends not set) someone you care about . (I put Rachel Lee Sze Wei)
5) someone who cares about you . (Yudishtra Selvaratnam was my answer)
6) Hazim Sazali (Ivory can't remember what this number represents)
7)write another girl's name that comes to mind . (do this second) This person is the person who you like/love but can't be with.
8)think of a song , any song (mine was "You'll Ask For Me" by Tyler Hilton) this is how you feel towards no.3
9) (same as above ) chose "Truth" by Arashi . this is how you feel towards 7 and probably why you can't be together.
10) (same as above) chose "Kiss Goodbye" by Lee Hom . How you see yourself
11) (same as above) chose "No Ones Gonna Love You" by Band Of Horses) . How you see your life as.
she didn't use 1 or 2 , I have no idea why . Goodluck people. Oh almost forgot , to see what they represent hold your mouse cursor and drag it over the whole post , its in a white font .
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
kiss you good bye
Baby, don't cry anymore, this scene is so familiar
Tightly holding your hand, we are both unwilling to separate
Every time I want to say something I instead preserve the silence
Give me a minute to concentrate on admiring your beauty
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
Don't take along my heart to follow you
Every time we part ways, I am deeply defeated by you
Every time I give up your tenderness, it is hard to release my pain
Every time we part ways, Every time I kiss you goodbye
at that moment I finally fully understand the taste of love
Happiness complements sorrow, crossing paths within my heart at the same time
Tears of frustration cannot measure the weight of love
I cannot withdraw the love I already gave and I can't give you all the love I owe you
I finally understand the truest taste of love
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Rainbow
It's always that way
When you are sulking
I hide the things that are important to me
Because it is the same place each time
I'll try going there first today and waiting there for you
The seasons take the evening sun with them
The shadows spot me and stretch out longer...
You gazed at me with a surprised look on your face
You suddenly pouted and looked outside
You say, “Sorry”
So I say, “Well then, come over here
See, look, look
Our shadows are on top of each other…”
My umbrella crashes into yours so I can’t walk straight
You look at me like that and laughed
I’ll show you the same thing
I’ll pout in the same way…
You laugh so gently
This time, this space
It makes me want to cry
You’re the most precious thing
I pretend to pout
Without even waiting for you to say sorry to me
I kissed me gently…
From here on I’ll be a bit selfish
Is it okay for me to say this?
But only to me, okay?
You said it was too annoying
Because you weren’t being yourself
I wonder why I can’t say it?
“I love you…”
Just those few words?
I’d like to hear them sometimes
Today you and I
Added our names together
The day our love sprouted.
When you are sulking
I hide the things that are important to me
Because it is the same place each time
I'll try going there first today and waiting there for you
The seasons take the evening sun with them
The shadows spot me and stretch out longer...
You gazed at me with a surprised look on your face
You suddenly pouted and looked outside
You say, “Sorry”
So I say, “Well then, come over here
See, look, look
Our shadows are on top of each other…”
My umbrella crashes into yours so I can’t walk straight
You look at me like that and laughed
I’ll show you the same thing
I’ll pout in the same way…
You laugh so gently
This time, this space
It makes me want to cry
You’re the most precious thing
I pretend to pout
Without even waiting for you to say sorry to me
I kissed me gently…
From here on I’ll be a bit selfish
Is it okay for me to say this?
But only to me, okay?
You said it was too annoying
Because you weren’t being yourself
I wonder why I can’t say it?
“I love you…”
Just those few words?
I’d like to hear them sometimes
Today you and I
Added our names together
The day our love sprouted.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
New layout/template
Still owe Alia a lot for my previous header : D
Just thought it was getting old and boring and I'd freshen things up . Hopefully people like this one better . My weekend was kinda boring except for the fact that we managed to find 2 restaurants to choose from for the PRS hi-tea and having a simple get together to see my uncle,aunt and cousin off back to Stanford, Connecticut . Their flight leaves at 12 am later tomorrow. Wish them a safe flight home and hoped they enjoyed their (sort of) annual visit more than the last time.
Short and pleasant for now . ba bai
Just thought it was getting old and boring and I'd freshen things up . Hopefully people like this one better . My weekend was kinda boring except for the fact that we managed to find 2 restaurants to choose from for the PRS hi-tea and having a simple get together to see my uncle,aunt and cousin off back to Stanford, Connecticut . Their flight leaves at 12 am later tomorrow. Wish them a safe flight home and hoped they enjoyed their (sort of) annual visit more than the last time.
Short and pleasant for now . ba bai
Friday, August 21, 2009
I Don't Understand
Lana: "What I don't understand is... you're willing to walk into bullets for me, but you're not willing to share what's inside. Clark, if you don't open up to the people that love you, you'll always be alone.I can't believe you want to spend your life like that."
Clark: "I may not have a choice."
Lana: "You always have a choice."
Yes Clark Kent is horribly stupid and totally unable to make a simple choice -_- I have no words for the character.
Clark: "I may not have a choice."
Lana: "You always have a choice."
Yes Clark Kent is horribly stupid and totally unable to make a simple choice -_- I have no words for the character.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Usually How I Feel.
Second one in three days , equipment is still shitty :P and voice is as usual , unbearable . Neighbours might complain soon with the non-stop practising -_- any who , critics are welcome once again :D thanks for listening folks.
Test first day = it was pretty good , English was fairly simple compared to other times . No weird confusing two answer questions .
Looking forward to Saturday , as its the first day of fasting for muslims :) hopefully we'll watch a movie on that day too . Sunday though , I'm getting my butt to Malacca with the extended family for a holiday for a couple of days .
Test first day = it was pretty good , English was fairly simple compared to other times . No weird confusing two answer questions .
Looking forward to Saturday , as its the first day of fasting for muslims :) hopefully we'll watch a movie on that day too . Sunday though , I'm getting my butt to Malacca with the extended family for a holiday for a couple of days .
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Missing You.
Okai , decided I shouldn't just sit at home and play guitar while singing , might as well post it up , though its not a video just a recording :P
I had a problem with my sound recording equipment so bear with the static or "white noise".Critics are welcome nonetheless , hope you enjoy :D tehee.
I had a problem with my sound recording equipment so bear with the static or "white noise".Critics are welcome nonetheless , hope you enjoy :D tehee.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Opportunity
"Doesn't bother you that he's so..." - Clark
"Different? If you really like someone you accept every part of them but you cant do that until their willing to share every part with you."-Lana
"I think people like Byron keeps parts of them hidden so they don't scare people away."-Clark
"If you wanna get close to someone you've gotta take that risk."-Lana
"What if that risk is too big to take?"-Clark
"Then you might miss out on something that's pretty amazing."-Lana
"Different? If you really like someone you accept every part of them but you cant do that until their willing to share every part with you."-Lana
"I think people like Byron keeps parts of them hidden so they don't scare people away."-Clark
"If you wanna get close to someone you've gotta take that risk."-Lana
"What if that risk is too big to take?"-Clark
"Then you might miss out on something that's pretty amazing."-Lana
theirs sheer stupidity and sheer obviously-ness , thats both combined . If I had someone say that to me with a hidden meaning I'd jump at the opportunity and make my move already . Haih , TV shows make me so mad at times. Btw that was from Smallville not OneTreeHill :D
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On another note.Watch the Cove ( http://thecovemovie.com/ ).You will be blown away.The things humans do make me sick , I knew they were happening but seeing it is another thing.Lets change PEOPLE, STOP CULLING.Read the articles and make yourself AWARE.Come on people , make a change
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On another note.Watch the Cove ( http://thecovemovie.com/ ).You will be blown away.The things humans do make me sick , I knew they were happening but seeing it is another thing.Lets change PEOPLE, STOP CULLING.Read the articles and make yourself AWARE.Come on people , make a change
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Footnote
Few nights ago , I don't know why but I just discovered that love is divine in all its means. You'll only find it if you can find a needle in a haystack . There's been at least a dozen girls I've considered going for but I haven't been sure till now that it was most probably infatuation or just cause of their beauty . It wasn't the chemistry nor was it that very divine feeling , or was it? hmmm.
Chemistry between two people is obviously hard to attain seeing that we are all fairly different from each other . I should have maintained a clear course to achieve that and nothing else . Yeah its a plus if shes the most beautiful girl in the world but totally p.o.i.n.t.l.e.s.s. if she and I have no chemistry .
Those out of the bunch were all great in their own ways . Their perky-ness , their similarities to P.S. & L.L.
Oh and on a personal note , I would like to say that guys should be forced into the ones initiating or acting first based on our gender biased world.Initiating is not something we're good at or particularly just me .Hey , aren't girls the ones' with their great world renowned intuition.
I shall end my bable-ing .
On a lighter note . Things are all fine in school , no major problems .
I might just have found Lex Luthor. Oh whells.
Chemistry between two people is obviously hard to attain seeing that we are all fairly different from each other . I should have maintained a clear course to achieve that and nothing else . Yeah its a plus if shes the most beautiful girl in the world but totally p.o.i.n.t.l.e.s.s. if she and I have no chemistry .
Those out of the bunch were all great in their own ways . Their perky-ness , their similarities to P.S. & L.L.
Oh and on a personal note , I would like to say that guys should be forced into the ones initiating or acting first based on our gender biased world.Initiating is not something we're good at or particularly just me .Hey , aren't girls the ones' with their great world renowned intuition.
I shall end my bable-ing .
On a lighter note . Things are all fine in school , no major problems .
I might just have found Lex Luthor. Oh whells.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Find Yourself
Things to acomplish by the end of the year :
get at least 5 A's.perform 10 more times.get a new phone.be connected more.stay outta trouble.be more friendly.wait another 2 months.win a competition.do all my homework ._.have a good time at prefects dinner.get my guitar re-strung.stay happy (unless unavoidable).move.get a car.learn to PROPERLY drive a manual car , possibly my grandmothers old Honda Civic.tie up loose ends.dance. (this is for Yudish) lol.Get a part time job.make sure they end up together.go for a roadtrip.hug 10 more people.
get at least 5 A's.perform 10 more times.get a new phone.be connected more.stay outta trouble.be more friendly.wait another 2 months.win a competition.do all my homework ._.have a good time at prefects dinner.get my guitar re-strung.stay happy (unless unavoidable).move.get a car.learn to PROPERLY drive a manual car , possibly my grandmothers old Honda Civic.tie up loose ends.dance. (this is for Yudish) lol.Get a part time job.make sure they end up together.go for a roadtrip.hug 10 more people.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST
we (Nik,Ashraf,Daniel & myself) went to watch Transformers 2 (finally) at One Utama . I arrived the earliest as always and wasted time at MPH , looking for good thrillers to eventually buy (when I have the cash) spent 10 minutes there before Daniel showed up . The Que was pretty long , 30 people at the most , all getting tickets to Harry Potter (which was great for us) even though we booked in advance our seats got burn'd as someone bought it using the new credit card system .
Saw this hot Chinese girl three times , she was in a purple sleeveless shirt and Ashraf immediately said "she's mine" (or something along those lines) . First time was while Daniel & I were queueing up , then Nik arrived and she vanished , second time was when we were lining up at the concession stand to get food/drinks , then lastly she sat RIGHT IN FRONT OF US , amazing I tell you . (if only one of us single guys had the guts to go up to her , lol).
The movie as expected was full of action , I think thats why the critics blasted it for lack of plot . At least 2 hours of it was of things blowing up or Autobot vs Decepticon battles , which in my opinion is still MIND BLASTING : ) oh & Megan Fox on the bike & while running was the hottest thing on earth , seriously. Although , there were comical appeal like the parachute opening,the accidental taser , the small Decepticon humping Megan Fox's leg & the hysterical screaming of that hispanic dude .
& the Akouein facebook page has reached to an amazing 111 fans : ) hope it doubles by next month . Thats pretty much it , ttfn.
we (Nik,Ashraf,Daniel & myself) went to watch Transformers 2 (finally) at One Utama . I arrived the earliest as always and wasted time at MPH , looking for good thrillers to eventually buy (when I have the cash) spent 10 minutes there before Daniel showed up . The Que was pretty long , 30 people at the most , all getting tickets to Harry Potter (which was great for us) even though we booked in advance our seats got burn'd as someone bought it using the new credit card system .
Saw this hot Chinese girl three times , she was in a purple sleeveless shirt and Ashraf immediately said "she's mine" (or something along those lines) . First time was while Daniel & I were queueing up , then Nik arrived and she vanished , second time was when we were lining up at the concession stand to get food/drinks , then lastly she sat RIGHT IN FRONT OF US , amazing I tell you . (if only one of us single guys had the guts to go up to her , lol).
The movie as expected was full of action , I think thats why the critics blasted it for lack of plot . At least 2 hours of it was of things blowing up or Autobot vs Decepticon battles , which in my opinion is still MIND BLASTING : ) oh & Megan Fox on the bike & while running was the hottest thing on earth , seriously. Although , there were comical appeal like the parachute opening,the accidental taser , the small Decepticon humping Megan Fox's leg & the hysterical screaming of that hispanic dude .
& the Akouein facebook page has reached to an amazing 111 fans : ) hope it doubles by next month . Thats pretty much it , ttfn.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Akouein = acoustic/hear in greek
& IT WAS GREAT SUCCESS :D
The feeling before the performance was gut wrenching , seriously & even worst there was no water : O , the canteen was closed and the caterer wasn't there yet , how convenient plus my throat was dry from all the cheering and screaming lol . Luckily though backstage there were water bottles everywhere so I just grabbed one and well bottoms up : )
I wanna say thanks firstly to AKOUEIN.
Keefe,Howie,Ash Li, Gloria & Jin Hong , you all did awesome .
& secondly to all those people who liked the performance , because without you guys it wouldn't have been worth it going to Keefe's abode almost every week for 2 months or so ( the sleepover(s) was worth it though :D) , straining my voice , snapping guitar strings , getting guitars knocked too , remembering lyrics,notes & beats .
SO FOR THAT ARIGATO & be sure to be on the look out for more Akouein : )
The feeling before the performance was gut wrenching , seriously & even worst there was no water : O , the canteen was closed and the caterer wasn't there yet , how convenient plus my throat was dry from all the cheering and screaming lol . Luckily though backstage there were water bottles everywhere so I just grabbed one and well bottoms up : )
I wanna say thanks firstly to AKOUEIN.
Keefe,Howie,Ash Li, Gloria & Jin Hong , you all did awesome .
& secondly to all those people who liked the performance , because without you guys it wouldn't have been worth it going to Keefe's abode almost every week for 2 months or so ( the sleepover(s) was worth it though :D) , straining my voice , snapping guitar strings , getting guitars knocked too , remembering lyrics,notes & beats .
SO FOR THAT ARIGATO & be sure to be on the look out for more Akouein : )
Friday, June 26, 2009
Drift Wood
I ain't running no more . Final word . Everytime I feel that we get close you drift away , and it never fails to happen . YOU are the one , not me . I wanna listen , I wanna be there for you butttt noooooo you wanna be silent.
You said that you appreciate me and I was a really good friend who cared and stuff . I still am , are you forgetting? tolong la , I've accepted us as what we are , FRIENDS . Now you wanna do this to me? please , have some decency .
We had our talks , but how often? the length in between was like a 3 weeks-a month ago . I listen and you listen thats how its supposed to go . There are times when I feel just lost , no single person to talk to , not even Yudish and your not there , what am I supposed to do?
You said that you appreciate me and I was a really good friend who cared and stuff . I still am , are you forgetting? tolong la , I've accepted us as what we are , FRIENDS . Now you wanna do this to me? please , have some decency .
We had our talks , but how often? the length in between was like a 3 weeks-a month ago . I listen and you listen thats how its supposed to go . There are times when I feel just lost , no single person to talk to , not even Yudish and your not there , what am I supposed to do?
SAVE ME HALEY JAMES SCOTT
Friday, June 19, 2009
I Ran
Arms flailing I ran ,
I've run from everything ,
from life , from her & the other her,
I haven't got far.
Every time I watch (movies),
Romance sided ones especially ,
I always think that I failed ,
& theres nothing much to live for anymore.
Like now ,
I'm not on msn nor skype ,
Like I said I ran ,
& I won't stop.
I slow down at times ,
but sooner ,
or later,
I pick up my pace.
If only I wasn't who I was ,
I didn't meet all ,
Those people that I currently know,
& life would be more simple.
I've run from everything ,
from life , from her & the other her,
I haven't got far.
Every time I watch (movies),
Romance sided ones especially ,
I always think that I failed ,
& theres nothing much to live for anymore.
Like now ,
I'm not on msn nor skype ,
Like I said I ran ,
& I won't stop.
I slow down at times ,
but sooner ,
or later,
I pick up my pace.
If only I wasn't who I was ,
I didn't meet all ,
Those people that I currently know,
& life would be more simple.
Another Me
Diggin' in for another day
Carrying on in my own
But you know me
I live and die nearly every day
Insanity, it's havin' its way with me
These days in the gallows
I'm kneeling at the block
With my neck outstretched
And I should've stayed in the shallows
But you know me, I'm in too deep
And I'm waiting for another me
One that can change the pain of yesterday
Carry me through another day
And I'm waiting for another me
One in between the burn
And the lessons learned
'Cause being me ain't no way to be
I'm talking law down at Murphy's Bar
Unhappy hour on my own last call
Calling me out on my living lie
Looking for luck I can't even buy
Give me one chance at recovering
What was lost
And give me one shot at redemption
At any cost
Repair my way before it breaks me
Don't break me
Hello did you notice me
Can't you see that I'm crumbling down
Tired of the same old same
I'm coming to
I'm coming back around
Carrying on in my own
But you know me
I live and die nearly every day
Insanity, it's havin' its way with me
These days in the gallows
I'm kneeling at the block
With my neck outstretched
And I should've stayed in the shallows
But you know me, I'm in too deep
And I'm waiting for another me
One that can change the pain of yesterday
Carry me through another day
And I'm waiting for another me
One in between the burn
And the lessons learned
'Cause being me ain't no way to be
I'm talking law down at Murphy's Bar
Unhappy hour on my own last call
Calling me out on my living lie
Looking for luck I can't even buy
Give me one chance at recovering
What was lost
And give me one shot at redemption
At any cost
Repair my way before it breaks me
Don't break me
Hello did you notice me
Can't you see that I'm crumbling down
Tired of the same old same
I'm coming to
I'm coming back around
Monday, June 8, 2009
HOUUUU Michael O'Donnell owns :D
When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning. You might have to meet a few more jerks, but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you.
walau i tell you ah , the things script writers think of . They'd be the most romantic people around. I wanna say that to two people : | but I can't
walau i tell you ah , the things script writers think of . They'd be the most romantic people around. I wanna say that to two people : | but I can't
Sunday, June 7, 2009
I've seen a comet , twice but maybe I've been fooled
"The boy saw the comet and he felt as though his life had meaning. And when it went away, he waited his entire life for it to come back to him.
It was more than just a comet because of what it brought to his life: direction, beauty, meaning. There were many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... And his belief in God and love and art would be re-awakened in his heart."
It was more than just a comet because of what it brought to his life: direction, beauty, meaning. There were many who couldn't understand, and sometimes he walked among them. But even in his darkest hours, he knew in his heart that someday it would return to him, and his world would be whole again... And his belief in God and love and art would be re-awakened in his heart."
Friday, June 5, 2009
Oh yeah its happening again ._. shizitsss
It's looking like a limb torn off
Or altogether just taken apart
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
And anything to make you smile
It is a better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long
Just to be over then back to another one
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
But someone,
They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard.
Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way
And no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
But someone
They should have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard
you have no idea how I am feeling now , sadly you aren't there for me : (
Or altogether just taken apart
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
And anything to make you smile
It is a better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long
Just to be over then back to another one
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
But someone,
They could have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard.
Anything to make you smile
You are the ever-living ghost of what once was
I never want to hear you say
That you'd be better off
Or you liked it that way
And no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
But someone
They should have warned you
When things start splitting at the seams and now
The whole thing's tumbling down
Things start splitting at the seams and now
If things start splitting at the seams and now,
It's tumbling down
Hard
you have no idea how I am feeling now , sadly you aren't there for me : (
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Position In High School.Which One Are You? (did this again cause it conincides with my poll)
Did you ever wonder how long it takes to change a life a measure of time is enough to be life altering is it like 4 years in high school or 1 year, nightly rock tour,can your life change in a month or a week or a single day, we're always in a hurry to grow up to get to places to get ahead but when your young one hour can change everything.
Like it or not, you are who your class mates see you as. But here's the good news, that's gonna change soon. Because pretty soon, you're going to be going out into that big wide world, and you can erase all those labels. Now, for some of you, shedding this image is going to be, uh, a great thing. And for some of you, not such a great thing. But what matters is that you know who you really are. And you know how you want the world to see you..
Let's Say There Are Five Universal Terms To Describe Everyone In High School.Lets Say Jock,Prom Queen,Geek,Loner,and "Friendly" = Slut.Which One Are You and I??Decided For Yourself & For Me.This WILL Be Life Altering.Please leave Your answers on the comments.Thanks
Like it or not, you are who your class mates see you as. But here's the good news, that's gonna change soon. Because pretty soon, you're going to be going out into that big wide world, and you can erase all those labels. Now, for some of you, shedding this image is going to be, uh, a great thing. And for some of you, not such a great thing. But what matters is that you know who you really are. And you know how you want the world to see you..
Let's Say There Are Five Universal Terms To Describe Everyone In High School.Lets Say Jock,Prom Queen,Geek,Loner,and "Friendly" = Slut.Which One Are You and I??Decided For Yourself & For Me.This WILL Be Life Altering.Please leave Your answers on the comments.Thanks
Thursday, May 21, 2009
When Porn Is Slow , You Blog :D
that was a joke btw ._. lets not judge LOL.
I wonder if you even know
You're so beautiful the way you glow
Here when you look at me
Get closer maybe in a while
'Cause you know how to make me smile
Can you feel it too
When I'm close to you
[Chorus:]
I want you
To run with me under the stars
Show me the girl that you really are
When no one's watching
I want you
To dance like you've never been hurt
Tell me a secret that no one's heard
I want you
You alone tonight
Waiting for the sun to rise
Go ahead and close your eyes
Fall into my arms
You don't have to be afraid
Of giving anything away
When you're here with me
Just be free
[Chorus:]
I want you
To run with me under the stars
Show me the girl that you really are
When no one's watching
I want you
To dance like you've never been hurt
Tell me a secret that no one's heard
I want you
And you alone tonight
And it's wild
And it's wild
How you make me feel
And where you take me when you're here
[Chorus:]
I want you
To run with me under the stars
Show me the girl that you really are
When no one's watching
I want you
To dance like you've never been hurt
Tell me a secret that no one's heard
I want you
And you alone tonight
I Want you
I Want You You You I Want You
You Alone Tonight,
I Want you
I Want You, You you
I Want you
You Alone Tonight [x3]
I wonder if you even know
You're so beautiful the way you glow
Here when you look at me
Get closer maybe in a while
'Cause you know how to make me smile
Can you feel it too
When I'm close to you
[Chorus:]
I want you
To run with me under the stars
Show me the girl that you really are
When no one's watching
I want you
To dance like you've never been hurt
Tell me a secret that no one's heard
I want you
You alone tonight
Waiting for the sun to rise
Go ahead and close your eyes
Fall into my arms
You don't have to be afraid
Of giving anything away
When you're here with me
Just be free
[Chorus:]
I want you
To run with me under the stars
Show me the girl that you really are
When no one's watching
I want you
To dance like you've never been hurt
Tell me a secret that no one's heard
I want you
And you alone tonight
And it's wild
And it's wild
How you make me feel
And where you take me when you're here
[Chorus:]
I want you
To run with me under the stars
Show me the girl that you really are
When no one's watching
I want you
To dance like you've never been hurt
Tell me a secret that no one's heard
I want you
And you alone tonight
I Want you
I Want You You You I Want You
You Alone Tonight,
I Want you
I Want You, You you
I Want you
You Alone Tonight [x3]
Monday, May 18, 2009
Someday We'll Know
I did this before & imma' do it again
90 miles outside chicago
Cant stop driving
I dont know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to emilia earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasnt meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
Im speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasnt meant for you
Someday well know
Why samson loved delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday youll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why arent you here with me?
Someday well know
Why sampson loved delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
90 miles outside chicago
Cant stop driving
I dont know why
So many questions
I need an answer
Two years later
You're still on my mind
Whatever happened to emilia earhart
Who holds the stars up in the sky
Is true love once in a lifetime
Did the captain of the titanic cry
Chorus:
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasnt meant for you
Does anybody know the way to Atlantis
Or what the wind says when she cries
Im speeding by the place where I met you
For the 97th time tonight
Someday well know
If love can move a mountain
Someday well know
Why the sky is blue
Someday well know
Why I wasnt meant for you
Someday well know
Why samson loved delilah
One day Ill go
Dancing on the moon
Someday youll know
That I was the one for you
I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why arent you here with me?
Someday well know
Why sampson loved delilah
One day I'll go
Dancing on the moon
Someday you'll know
That I was the one for you
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I Love You
"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."
Landon: Jamie has faith in me. She makes me want to be different, better.
Landon: All I know is... you're beautiful.
I tell you what , if you want your star , you'll get it.
Landon: Jamie has faith in me. She makes me want to be different, better.
Landon: All I know is... you're beautiful.
I tell you what , if you want your star , you'll get it.
: )
Promise me though , you'll always watch out for 11 : 11 no matter what.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Love?
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.”
- Skrehmani Neil Gaiman
- Skrehmani Neil Gaiman
Thursday, May 14, 2009
The Guy That Says Goodbye To You
You don't need to change
A thing about you babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind
Relationships I dont know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
is out of his mind
I've been down and I need your help
I've been feelin' sorry for myself
Don't hesitate to boost my confidence
Well I've been lost and I need direction
I could use a little love protection
What you say honey come to my defense
I stand up for you if it's what you need
And I can take a punch, I don't mind to bleed
As long as afterwards you feel bad for me
You give me all of your attention
I've got deep desire and it needs quenching
I that's pretty lame for you to see
well enough about me and more about you
Because that'd be the gentlemanly thing to do
I hope you like your men sweet and nice
I thought I was done with telling you
But I ain't nearly halfway through
I've got a few more things Id like to say to you
You dont need to change
A thing about you babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind
Relationships I dont know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
is out of his mind, his mind
You always did kinda drive me crazy
And it pissed me off cuz I let it phase me
But I never wanted my time with you to end
Now I'm back in town for a day or two
Mostly I came back just to see you
And even now, I dont want to go
You dont need to change
A thing about you babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind
Relationships I dont know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
is out of his mind
A thing about you babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind
Relationships I dont know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
is out of his mind
I've been down and I need your help
I've been feelin' sorry for myself
Don't hesitate to boost my confidence
Well I've been lost and I need direction
I could use a little love protection
What you say honey come to my defense
I stand up for you if it's what you need
And I can take a punch, I don't mind to bleed
As long as afterwards you feel bad for me
You give me all of your attention
I've got deep desire and it needs quenching
I that's pretty lame for you to see
well enough about me and more about you
Because that'd be the gentlemanly thing to do
I hope you like your men sweet and nice
I thought I was done with telling you
But I ain't nearly halfway through
I've got a few more things Id like to say to you
You dont need to change
A thing about you babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind
Relationships I dont know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
is out of his mind, his mind
You always did kinda drive me crazy
And it pissed me off cuz I let it phase me
But I never wanted my time with you to end
Now I'm back in town for a day or two
Mostly I came back just to see you
And even now, I dont want to go
You dont need to change
A thing about you babe
I'm telling you from where I sit
You're one of a kind
Relationships I dont know why
They never work out and they make you cry
But the guy that says goodbye to you
is out of his mind
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
You told me a story
Someone believed me when I said "Make a wish and place it in your heart" thing is I don't believe in wishes being fulfilled, well not anymore since I've been wanting alot of things and they aren't just strolling along. I watched "YES ! MAN" just now , learnt from it I suppose .
What I have to share is huge... and I want to share it with you. - Carl Allen (Jim Carrey)
Terrence Bundley: YES! Say it a million times. Then say it a million more. And the word you will have said two million times is...
[looks around and sees everyone at the seminar is naked]
Terrence Bundley: Oh my God.
Yes People: [while covering themselves up as best they can] YES!
& Anwar says "FACE YOUR FEAR lobe"
So I tell you what , I think I will at one moment in time. YES ! YES ! YES ! YES ! YES !
What I have to share is huge... and I want to share it with you. - Carl Allen (Jim Carrey)
Terrence Bundley: YES! Say it a million times. Then say it a million more. And the word you will have said two million times is...
[looks around and sees everyone at the seminar is naked]
Terrence Bundley: Oh my God.
Yes People: [while covering themselves up as best they can] YES!
& Anwar says "FACE YOUR FEAR lobe"
So I tell you what , I think I will at one moment in time. YES ! YES ! YES ! YES ! YES !
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Bye Bye Beautiful
So long , sayonara . I'm done , I've wasted enough time . Fook love , seriously . Its a total waste of my time.
Bye elephant
Bye elephant
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Thoughts
I have been thinking & have decided that I'll continue to live in regret and fear or her soon knowing , finding out from someone else but thing is I can't control things . I don't wanna do this again like I did 3 years ago with "Lisah" .
We're just friends now obviously ("Lisah" & I") and things will stay that way I suppose . I hate watching romantic shows/movies/videos now because I know that I can't find that . Being loved . Easy to love hard to be loved I suppose ._. I will shaddap now
We're just friends now obviously ("Lisah" & I") and things will stay that way I suppose . I hate watching romantic shows/movies/videos now because I know that I can't find that . Being loved . Easy to love hard to be loved I suppose ._. I will shaddap now
Quotes
"I'm very easy to please" - I.L.
my reaction to that was "WHAZAT!???"
"11:11 MAKE A WISH!!" - I.L.
reaction = "errr ok"
" I need to gain weight , in the right places" I.L.
reaction = LOLOLOLOL
& she thinks shes not funnay :P
my reaction to that was "WHAZAT!???"
"11:11 MAKE A WISH!!" - I.L.
reaction = "errr ok"
" I need to gain weight , in the right places" I.L.
reaction = LOLOLOLOL
& she thinks shes not funnay :P
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Happy 16th , Woman !
Yes that person in the photo is Miss Ivory Lim Wan Li & yes (once again) shes turned an AMAZING 16 LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IVORY :D
"Make a wish and place it in your heart... anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good, now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic, you just have to believe in it. So make your wish; do you have it? Good. Now believe in it... with all your heart."
"Make a wish and place it in your heart... anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good, now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it... you just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic, you just have to believe in it. So make your wish; do you have it? Good. Now believe in it... with all your heart."
May that wish of yours however long you've wished for it come true today as its your birthday & 11:11 + your birthday = the great power of WISHFULNESS :D
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Evolution Of Lee
Ivory's idea , buat je la LOL.
Have you ever kissed an ex after you two broke up?
Haven't been in a relationship
What are you planning on doing after this?
Checklist the things I need to bring for camp and whether or not I have em
Who are your last four texts from?
Dad , Ash Li and Keefe Ong
Do you currently have a hicky?
WAT... no
Miss anyone?
yes alot of people , Uncle in particular.
How many people are you texting?
None.
When was the last time you really laughed?
A while ago :D
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with J?
No.
Anybody your looking forward to seeing soon?
Alot of people
Do you trust all your friends?
Some , minimal value I suppose.
Did the one person that hurt you most in your life apologize?
Yes alot of times , You can ask her yourself , ASH LIII!! AHAHHAHA.
Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
I want her.
Do you miss the way things use to be?
Yes , life used to be so much easier. No injuries , no people passing away , and not caring about things we shouldn't be caring about
Do you hate anyone?
Nope not at the current point of time.
Last time you smiled?
Tadi kut :D
Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
Most of the times yeah
Was it a boy or a girl to call you last? How old?
Guy, 16. Yudishtra Selvaratnam
What is on your bed right now?
comforter, bag for camp , a belt , pillows , a shirt , a towel and ect lol
Who did you last hug? When?
Err I have to think this through , people don't usually hug me nor vice versa. I think it'll be a dude but it was a bro-hug LOL.
When was the last time you went to the mall?
Lama dah kut... few weeks back if memory serves me right.
Are you happy where you are relationship-wise now?
I am currently single , and looking *wink to all the ladies* HAHAHA xD just jk
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I thought what day it was LOL.
Who are you expecting a call from?
I'm not expecting calls but texts from people at 12 O'clock because its "the thing that shall not be mentioned" day AHAHHAHA
How are you feeling right now?
Imma happy as a boy can be ._. that makes me gay right? oh shit hahahaha
What color are your eyes?
Black/Dark brown
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
I dont think sooo , maybe Yudish if he calls.
Do you fall for people easily?
Err my brain has the three years thing and its the 4th year so I suppose if the gap is 3 years I am O.o.
Would it hurt seeing the person you like kiss someone else?
OBVIOUSLY
Ever been called heartless?
EH MANA BOLEH takda laaa
Where do you want to go now?
To my room to re-check stuffs
Where are you now?
At home
Is there anything that you're looking forward to?
Alot of things , tomorrow especially.
If so, what is it?
Prefects camp,PARTY OVER "THERE",Ketua/Penolong camp if I can go,IU Day is a def and Keefe's house warming lol.
Do you often share your feelings?
Not really , gotta do it more though.
Do you hate your recent ex?
SAYA SINGLE TAK ADA EX
Last thing you drank?
Water
What is the last thing you said?
"Imma set it on silent , LOL"
Are you happy right now?
YAH MAN
When is your birthday?
I honestly don't know... could be tomorrow for all I know :D
Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
Hopefully
Did you have a good day?
OK ahh.
How many children do you want?
4 , the first hopefully is a boy so I can go all basketball crazy on him.
What are your plans for the weekend?
CAMP MAN.
If you could move right now would you?
I've always wanted to move to America but I don't see the good of that at this moment.
Are you happy with the way things are going now?
Yeashhh.
Do you like being in pictures?
not REALLY....
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping
Ever been in an ambulance?
Nope
Is your heart broken right now?
You tell me?
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
IU day auditions,CAMP BETCHES LOL and someone's birthday xD
Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
TAK LA , stupid question ._.
Do you believe in love?
Yeah but I've never been loved :/
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Yes , give people chances if not you'd be regretting
Do you have trust issues?
HELL YEAH
When was the last time you cried?
Last week
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Morning
What were you doing at 7am this morning?
In the car talking to dad.
Do you wish someone was dead?
NOOOO
Do you curse in front of your parents?
Yes , they don't mind though... as long as I'm not cursing them LOL
What's your favorite season?
Winter :) I like the cold.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Dreaming kut
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Mummy , DUH
Where did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
.
Will this weekend be a good one?
Going for camp , you tell me ahhahahaha(:
Have you ever been in love?
Most definitely
Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
Yahh
Hold hands with anyone today?
Nope
Two feelings at the moment?
Happy & excited
Are you a jealous person?
HO , my friends can answer this for you LOL
Anything you'd like to say to someone?
If only , If only : (
What do you have tattooed on you?
I want my jersey number tattooed on me HAHAHA
Are you taller than your mum?
Yeah
Do you sleep on your stomach?
Normally I sleep on my back.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes. I'm very sorry since I know how it feels.
What are you listening to?
You're all that I have - Snow Patrol
Next time you will kiss someone?
If she gives me the chance HAHAHAHa.
Who are the people you would do anything for?
Family and close friends
Are you happy with your life at the the moment?
It's fine
What is something you disliked about your day?
-
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
I'm a slow reader , I like to enjoy my time reading :D
If you could move to africa, would you?
Africa? NOO America? Yes HAHAHA.
Are you picky about who you give your number to?
Not really , unless their really annoying.
If your bestfriend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
I hope so , and It hopefully will be the same the other way around
Do you wish somebody would call you? And why?
Yes but not while I'm sleeping.
Have you ever seen your bestfriend cry?
I think so
Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
Yes but on my bed so it had a "soft" landing
When was the last time you cried really hard?
Last week
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not really , people can tell when I'm pissed, need to work on that more laa.
Have you ever kissed an ex after you two broke up?
Haven't been in a relationship
What are you planning on doing after this?
Checklist the things I need to bring for camp and whether or not I have em
Who are your last four texts from?
Dad , Ash Li and Keefe Ong
Do you currently have a hicky?
WAT... no
Miss anyone?
yes alot of people , Uncle in particular.
How many people are you texting?
None.
When was the last time you really laughed?
A while ago :D
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with J?
No.
Anybody your looking forward to seeing soon?
Alot of people
Do you trust all your friends?
Some , minimal value I suppose.
Did the one person that hurt you most in your life apologize?
Yes alot of times , You can ask her yourself , ASH LIII!! AHAHHAHA.
Whats something you really want right now, be honest?
I want her.
Do you miss the way things use to be?
Yes , life used to be so much easier. No injuries , no people passing away , and not caring about things we shouldn't be caring about
Do you hate anyone?
Nope not at the current point of time.
Last time you smiled?
Tadi kut :D
Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
Most of the times yeah
Was it a boy or a girl to call you last? How old?
Guy, 16. Yudishtra Selvaratnam
What is on your bed right now?
comforter, bag for camp , a belt , pillows , a shirt , a towel and ect lol
Who did you last hug? When?
Err I have to think this through , people don't usually hug me nor vice versa. I think it'll be a dude but it was a bro-hug LOL.
When was the last time you went to the mall?
Lama dah kut... few weeks back if memory serves me right.
Are you happy where you are relationship-wise now?
I am currently single , and looking *wink to all the ladies* HAHAHA xD just jk
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I thought what day it was LOL.
Who are you expecting a call from?
I'm not expecting calls but texts from people at 12 O'clock because its "the thing that shall not be mentioned" day AHAHHAHA
How are you feeling right now?
Imma happy as a boy can be ._. that makes me gay right? oh shit hahahaha
What color are your eyes?
Black/Dark brown
Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
I dont think sooo , maybe Yudish if he calls.
Do you fall for people easily?
Err my brain has the three years thing and its the 4th year so I suppose if the gap is 3 years I am O.o.
Would it hurt seeing the person you like kiss someone else?
OBVIOUSLY
Ever been called heartless?
EH MANA BOLEH takda laaa
Where do you want to go now?
To my room to re-check stuffs
Where are you now?
At home
Is there anything that you're looking forward to?
Alot of things , tomorrow especially.
If so, what is it?
Prefects camp,PARTY OVER "THERE",Ketua/Penolong camp if I can go,IU Day is a def and Keefe's house warming lol.
Do you often share your feelings?
Not really , gotta do it more though.
Do you hate your recent ex?
SAYA SINGLE TAK ADA EX
Last thing you drank?
Water
What is the last thing you said?
"Imma set it on silent , LOL"
Are you happy right now?
YAH MAN
When is your birthday?
I honestly don't know... could be tomorrow for all I know :D
Do you think you’ll be married in 10 years?
Hopefully
Did you have a good day?
OK ahh.
How many children do you want?
4 , the first hopefully is a boy so I can go all basketball crazy on him.
What are your plans for the weekend?
CAMP MAN.
If you could move right now would you?
I've always wanted to move to America but I don't see the good of that at this moment.
Are you happy with the way things are going now?
Yeashhh.
Do you like being in pictures?
not REALLY....
What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping
Ever been in an ambulance?
Nope
Is your heart broken right now?
You tell me?
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
IU day auditions,CAMP BETCHES LOL and someone's birthday xD
Have you kissed anyone in the past week?
TAK LA , stupid question ._.
Do you believe in love?
Yeah but I've never been loved :/
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Yes , give people chances if not you'd be regretting
Do you have trust issues?
HELL YEAH
When was the last time you cried?
Last week
Are you a morning person or a night person?
Morning
What were you doing at 7am this morning?
In the car talking to dad.
Do you wish someone was dead?
NOOOO
Do you curse in front of your parents?
Yes , they don't mind though... as long as I'm not cursing them LOL
What's your favorite season?
Winter :) I like the cold.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Dreaming kut
Is the last person you kissed older than you?
Mummy , DUH
Where did you first kiss the last person you kissed?
.
Will this weekend be a good one?
Going for camp , you tell me ahhahahaha(:
Have you ever been in love?
Most definitely
Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
Yahh
Hold hands with anyone today?
Nope
Two feelings at the moment?
Happy & excited
Are you a jealous person?
HO , my friends can answer this for you LOL
Anything you'd like to say to someone?
If only , If only : (
What do you have tattooed on you?
I want my jersey number tattooed on me HAHAHA
Are you taller than your mum?
Yeah
Do you sleep on your stomach?
Normally I sleep on my back.
Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yes. I'm very sorry since I know how it feels.
What are you listening to?
You're all that I have - Snow Patrol
Next time you will kiss someone?
If she gives me the chance HAHAHAHa.
Who are the people you would do anything for?
Family and close friends
Are you happy with your life at the the moment?
It's fine
What is something you disliked about your day?
-
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
I'm a slow reader , I like to enjoy my time reading :D
If you could move to africa, would you?
Africa? NOO America? Yes HAHAHA.
Are you picky about who you give your number to?
Not really , unless their really annoying.
If your bestfriend was kicked out, would your parents let him/her live with you?
I hope so , and It hopefully will be the same the other way around
Do you wish somebody would call you? And why?
Yes but not while I'm sleeping.
Have you ever seen your bestfriend cry?
I think so
Have you ever thrown your cell phone in anger?
Yes but on my bed so it had a "soft" landing
When was the last time you cried really hard?
Last week
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Not really , people can tell when I'm pissed, need to work on that more laa.
CrapoMotionInMotion O.o WHAT YOU SAY?
I've just finished packing (or so I think) got all them weird things , including a blindfold (improvised using my OLD Taekwan-Do belt) , potatoes ._. , aluminium foil and all the toiletries LOL.
Surprising to say theres gonna be this "non Chinese basketball competition" which the team will be spearheaded by the unbelieveable dribbling of Fazlan :D , the Finess of Nadhil , the shooting of Azril , the shear WHITE-NESS of the Gui Lo=James Robinson and the Defensive dominance of me (MUAHAHAHHA) Pn Tan asked Fazlan to handle the names and stuff but he had to hand it down to me since he was busy with PRS . LOL . I was trilled I suppose to go around finding people who could at least dribble a ball besides those already mentioned .
I'm kinda "excited" for camp , hopefully I can sleep tonight . Oh anddd I'm really happy about Yudish's decision to organise something for me next week Saturday at his place lol . Arigato , Boss i've known for 10 years.
Nothing really comes to mind now , so Imma stop now . See you all when I get back : ) , wish me luck hahahha
Surprising to say theres gonna be this "non Chinese basketball competition" which the team will be spearheaded by the unbelieveable dribbling of Fazlan :D , the Finess of Nadhil , the shooting of Azril , the shear WHITE-NESS of the Gui Lo=James Robinson and the Defensive dominance of me (MUAHAHAHHA) Pn Tan asked Fazlan to handle the names and stuff but he had to hand it down to me since he was busy with PRS . LOL . I was trilled I suppose to go around finding people who could at least dribble a ball besides those already mentioned .
I'm kinda "excited" for camp , hopefully I can sleep tonight . Oh anddd I'm really happy about Yudish's decision to organise something for me next week Saturday at his place lol . Arigato , Boss i've known for 10 years.
Nothing really comes to mind now , so Imma stop now . See you all when I get back : ) , wish me luck hahahha
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I Have Loved You Since
Although she may be cute ,
She's just a substitute,
Cause you're the perfect one.
She's just a substitute,
Cause you're the perfect one.
Possible jersey numbers for next year :D
I'd like to be able to choose from 5,6,9 and 12 :D thankiu very much.
Hey guys please feel free to roam around my blog as there's more than just posts , I've got my poll , music and ect :)
I'm just kinda bored so I'm being random .
Prefects camp is next week y'all . It'll be a first for me , from what I heard you usually get cream,toothpaste and other weird substances on your face while on the bus and while sleeping (I'm on Azril's bus which supposedly means we're all gonna be done for :O ) while on the other hand my room mates will be Imran, Sanjiv , Nicolas , & Clinton . Not so shabby I might say . We were all lucky except for Daniel to get Derrick O.o *I feel for you brother*
Hope it'll be a great trip and me being able to "fit" into that crowd : D
Hey guys please feel free to roam around my blog as there's more than just posts , I've got my poll , music and ect :)
I'm just kinda bored so I'm being random .
Prefects camp is next week y'all . It'll be a first for me , from what I heard you usually get cream,toothpaste and other weird substances on your face while on the bus and while sleeping (I'm on Azril's bus which supposedly means we're all gonna be done for :O ) while on the other hand my room mates will be Imran, Sanjiv , Nicolas , & Clinton . Not so shabby I might say . We were all lucky except for Daniel to get Derrick O.o *I feel for you brother*
Hope it'll be a great trip and me being able to "fit" into that crowd : D
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Cry , its all right
*deep sigh* last weekend has brought its toll down on me . My uncle Lee Seng Seng passed away on Saturday 12th April 2009 , it hit me considerably hard as he was always kind hearted even though he always nagged us about safety he was only thinking of us .
My dad and I made our way to grandmother's house to see him and give support to poe poe aka grandma (as we call it , laugh and I'll fucking smack your head) . Since he was 53 there was a possilibity of having to do a autopsy but thanks to the understanding of the police Sargent of the Police Department at Jalan Travers we didn't need to desrespect my grandmothers wishes .
On Sunday Dad and I went for his service at Nirvana Memorial Centre on Jln Sungai Besi , this was my second unfortunate experience at a Chinese service . Arrived at 6 PM , greeted everyone there including uncle's friends, family friends and ect.We were told the basic things we had to do , such as going around the coffin as many times wanted and offering a flower (yellow lily) to him by placing it in a glass bowl filled with water.I was the only non religious participant.We all had to pay respect by having 4 rituals each lasting about 30 minutes or so and having a break of about the same time in between. We started at 7 and ended at 11 .His service lasted two days before finally cremating him at Shah Alam Memorial Garden/Cremation centre.
Yesterday (Tuesday) we all made our way to the parlour at 7 AM to say our final goodbyes' and pay our last respects .I cried as the last service was held before transporting him to Shah Alam.Our mode of transportation was by bus .Reached there about 12 + PM and we all sat down.He coffin was loaded on to the girdle and we all said a prayer.I cried alot more this time.Being the eldest nephew (he didn't have children nor was he married) I had the "honour" of being the urn carrier as we made our way to Semenyih to "earn his place" at the compartment , I was scared of course as I am very clumsy (I remember when Uncle referred to me as clumsy number 2 :( . Thankfully I didn't drop it and everything went smoothly . Payed respect to grandfather while we were there and we went to have early dinner .
I didn't have the chance to properly say goodbye to Uncle Seng but I hope he'll be the same ol' person where every he is . Thanks for the memories Uncle Seng , I'm sorry for everything :(
My dad and I made our way to grandmother's house to see him and give support to poe poe aka grandma (as we call it , laugh and I'll fucking smack your head) . Since he was 53 there was a possilibity of having to do a autopsy but thanks to the understanding of the police Sargent of the Police Department at Jalan Travers we didn't need to desrespect my grandmothers wishes .
On Sunday Dad and I went for his service at Nirvana Memorial Centre on Jln Sungai Besi , this was my second unfortunate experience at a Chinese service . Arrived at 6 PM , greeted everyone there including uncle's friends, family friends and ect.We were told the basic things we had to do , such as going around the coffin as many times wanted and offering a flower (yellow lily) to him by placing it in a glass bowl filled with water.I was the only non religious participant.We all had to pay respect by having 4 rituals each lasting about 30 minutes or so and having a break of about the same time in between. We started at 7 and ended at 11 .His service lasted two days before finally cremating him at Shah Alam Memorial Garden/Cremation centre.
Yesterday (Tuesday) we all made our way to the parlour at 7 AM to say our final goodbyes' and pay our last respects .I cried as the last service was held before transporting him to Shah Alam.Our mode of transportation was by bus .Reached there about 12 + PM and we all sat down.He coffin was loaded on to the girdle and we all said a prayer.I cried alot more this time.Being the eldest nephew (he didn't have children nor was he married) I had the "honour" of being the urn carrier as we made our way to Semenyih to "earn his place" at the compartment , I was scared of course as I am very clumsy (I remember when Uncle referred to me as clumsy number 2 :( . Thankfully I didn't drop it and everything went smoothly . Payed respect to grandfather while we were there and we went to have early dinner .
I didn't have the chance to properly say goodbye to Uncle Seng but I hope he'll be the same ol' person where every he is . Thanks for the memories Uncle Seng , I'm sorry for everything :(
Friday, March 27, 2009
SMK SUPER HANDSOME/SUPER HERO :D
Well lets see yeah , so far things have been great with the occurrence of my starting of probation for prefects (I'm not really trilled about this though it'll help me with my scholarship) and our 3-0 streak in MSSKL Basketball . We played against formidable opponents but we drew better this year compared to last years U-15 team (Bandar Baru Sri Petaling , SMK Bukit Bandar Raya and Confucian) with this years opponents (Royal Military College , SMK Desa Petaling , and last but not least SMKTTDI).
This year's team though consist of 6 form fours' (Fazlan,Kyle,Jerry,Swee,Ian and I) and 6 form fives' (Gian Yang,Chun Kit,Kai Vern,Alex,Vincent, and Shaun Hon) where else our U-15 team consist of alot juniors (which I can't remember their names but I'll try anyway) Chun Tuck,Lee,Abel,Jee Wern,Wun Han,Kai Ye,Federick,Shawn,Sam,Tom,Tuck and Jeff (HALLELUJAH I managed to finish it by asking Jerry)
Even the U-15 made it further than we did last year :D thanks to Kai Ye and the clutch Federick Lim LOLOL.Props to them all the way through, we'll be following the under 15's on Monday while on Tuesday we're having a Quarter final match against *insert unknown candidate*
Saturday,28th March 2009
Went for Ching Ming today , left the house around 9 while meeting up at grandmother's house in Bukit Damansara . The Ooi's (Dad's sister's family) arrived late as usual lol , made our way by accomodating two cars , the Unser and Toyota . Separated the old from the "new" with most of the younger kids sitting in the Unser and the "old" ones being in the Toyota :) arrived around 11.40 AM and started the whole paying respects ritual , after seeking guidance from Granddad we all got back in our respective cars and were off to eat lunch . Had fish,rice,lemon chicken,prawn fritters,soup, and some veggies . Uncle Philip sent us back to Grandma's place and waited for Dad to go to the loo , while waiting though grandma and aunty gave me money :D hehehe . Made our ways back and showered as I smelled like jaw sticks and ate while waiting for earth hour.
Howie , Keefe and I were supposed to be at Keefe's but due to Howie's impromptu dinner at his cousins we couldn't jam and sleepover (kinda a downer) BUT we all managed to hantam Bryan for his ignorance about an hour to raise awareness of the Earth .
Itu sahaja untuk sekarang , thanks for reading.
This year's team though consist of 6 form fours' (Fazlan,Kyle,Jerry,Swee,Ian and I) and 6 form fives' (Gian Yang,Chun Kit,Kai Vern,Alex,Vincent, and Shaun Hon) where else our U-15 team consist of alot juniors (which I can't remember their names but I'll try anyway) Chun Tuck,Lee,Abel,Jee Wern,Wun Han,Kai Ye,Federick,Shawn,Sam,Tom,Tuck and Jeff (HALLELUJAH I managed to finish it by asking Jerry)
Even the U-15 made it further than we did last year :D thanks to Kai Ye and the clutch Federick Lim LOLOL.Props to them all the way through, we'll be following the under 15's on Monday while on Tuesday we're having a Quarter final match against *insert unknown candidate*
Saturday,28th March 2009
Went for Ching Ming today , left the house around 9 while meeting up at grandmother's house in Bukit Damansara . The Ooi's (Dad's sister's family) arrived late as usual lol , made our way by accomodating two cars , the Unser and Toyota . Separated the old from the "new" with most of the younger kids sitting in the Unser and the "old" ones being in the Toyota :) arrived around 11.40 AM and started the whole paying respects ritual , after seeking guidance from Granddad we all got back in our respective cars and were off to eat lunch . Had fish,rice,lemon chicken,prawn fritters,soup, and some veggies . Uncle Philip sent us back to Grandma's place and waited for Dad to go to the loo , while waiting though grandma and aunty gave me money :D hehehe . Made our ways back and showered as I smelled like jaw sticks and ate while waiting for earth hour.
Howie , Keefe and I were supposed to be at Keefe's but due to Howie's impromptu dinner at his cousins we couldn't jam and sleepover (kinda a downer) BUT we all managed to hantam Bryan for his ignorance about an hour to raise awareness of the Earth .
Itu sahaja untuk sekarang , thanks for reading.
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Single? & Wanting More?
I'm wasting my brain power here , sitting down and thinking of love ._. annoying as it may sound most people my age don't really capture the word as what its supposed to be. Eventually every couple I know has broken it off at least once (NO BRAIN-ER) I even know two people who thought it'd be "cool" to be an item for THIRTY MINUTES *smacks head*.
I feel its as though I'm cursed to have feelings for someone for at least three years before thinking it thoroughly , example A & Li Sah* ._. (A doesn't really count since it was primary weird ass hormones shit). Anywho this time its someone different and yet fairly similiar to Li Sah* but the thing is I'M REPEATING THIS STUPID SHIT THAT I DID THE PREVIOUS TIME -_- *SMACKS HEAD WITH DEADLY BLUNT OBJECT* and still I get jealous seeing other people taking to her , WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO DO THE SAME ==" .
You know what I'm doing now? watching Leyton videos , WHICH DOES NOT HELP WHAT SO EVER . *SMACKS HEAD AGAIN WITH DEADLY BLUNT OBJECT* Yes I'm desperate , kill me bastards. I'm gonna sit down (I already am) and think things through , whether to continue being a mesirable idiot who doesn't react in anyway , JUST SHADDAP AND DO SOMETHING or convince myself feelings are for idiots . That is all. Good Bye
I feel its as though I'm cursed to have feelings for someone for at least three years before thinking it thoroughly , example A & Li Sah* ._. (A doesn't really count since it was primary weird ass hormones shit). Anywho this time its someone different and yet fairly similiar to Li Sah* but the thing is I'M REPEATING THIS STUPID SHIT THAT I DID THE PREVIOUS TIME -_- *SMACKS HEAD WITH DEADLY BLUNT OBJECT* and still I get jealous seeing other people taking to her , WHEN I DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO DO THE SAME ==" .
You know what I'm doing now? watching Leyton videos , WHICH DOES NOT HELP WHAT SO EVER . *SMACKS HEAD AGAIN WITH DEADLY BLUNT OBJECT* Yes I'm desperate , kill me bastards. I'm gonna sit down (I already am) and think things through , whether to continue being a mesirable idiot who doesn't react in anyway , JUST SHADDAP AND DO SOMETHING or convince myself feelings are for idiots . That is all. Good Bye
Monday, March 9, 2009
Quotation : D
" Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise. Like a reward for persisting through life so long alone. A belief in each other and the possibility of love. A decision to ignore, simply rise above the pain of the past. A covenant, which at once binds two souls and yet severs prior ties. A celebration of the chance taken and the challenge that lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest civil world. And love will always be the guiding force in our lives. For tonight is mere formality. Only an announcement to the world of feelings long held. Promises made long ago. In the sacred spaces of our hearts."
Friday, March 6, 2009
Tell Me What You Wished For , Please ?
This is directed at "elephant" . Thats all I have to say : (
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Well, you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
How long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
Well, this double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
'Cause maybe there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I'd tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want to do is feel you
Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building
I'll find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
And baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Well, you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
How long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
Well, this double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
'Cause maybe there’s a lot that I miss
In case I’m wrong
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I'd tell you from the start how I’ve longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I’m gonna miss my chance again
Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
I still can’t say it after all we’ve been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me
And all I really want to do is feel you
Yeah, the feeling inside keeps building
I'll find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me
Sunday, March 1, 2009
11 : 11 (Make A Wish & Place It In Your Heart)
"Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is going to come from. The next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, and you open up your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it, you just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it, with all of your heart."
I'd say I had a blast the two consecutive weekends spent at Keefe's (both with the initial intention of NOT sleeping over , nevertheless we still slept over : D ) . *Not all information on the events that occurred during the two nights will be disclosed as mischief and "gay"-humour was present , however I can tell you the tid bits of the night(s) *
We watched football (last week with Manchester United winning & with this week Liverpool losing , how sweet it is to see that and Keefe's immediate reaction of saying and I quote "Liverpool sucks *switches off tv and throws the controller* " hehehehe , watched the famous Blue Man Group (ON BLUE-RAY IN KEEFE'S AV ROOM , YES HIS OWN AV ROOM) , called Hazim,Ashli (also because she wasn't present to jam with us),Mae Yin through Skype to show them the awesomeness of the Ong's residence . We also ordered fast food during the late night (2 am the first time and 6 am the second) , had interesting conversations while dining (Keefe's mother is hilarious) , locked Howie in the attic (yes Keefe's room has an attic , our theory is its to hide girls if Aunty Ong comes unannounced LOL).
We made several recordings of our "misbehaving" selfs (jamming to both decent and weird ass songs , one in particular is on youtube as we speak ,easily excessable at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDHDiHXcOvI
We did it as an impromptu performance so please be nice while judging . Others will not be able for viewing without my written consent because it has something discrediting me in it *JENG JENG JENG*.
Today though we slept at 1 AM ish and woke up around 6 AM ish while the previous week we slept at 4 AM ish and woke up about 8 AM ish lol.Also , we went on a long and almost never ending journey to get tickets for Jason Mraz (I wanna know who else is going for the concert), with arguments and disagreements along the way with the addition of "someone" not showing up to buy our Sunburst tickets(causing us to go bonkers , we harrassed the alleged person till he wanted to "lawyer" up LOL (the tickets are still up for sale btw , ask Howie or I for the price if interested).
We then talked about the possiblity of having ANOTHER one next week (His mom will start to hate us soon LOL for disturbing her so many times during the weekend HAHAHAHA) and asking girl(s) to join in :P since he has TWO guest rooms :D he he he he. Nothing else comes to mind so I shall stop here , bye bye
I'd say I had a blast the two consecutive weekends spent at Keefe's (both with the initial intention of NOT sleeping over , nevertheless we still slept over : D ) . *Not all information on the events that occurred during the two nights will be disclosed as mischief and "gay"-humour was present , however I can tell you the tid bits of the night(s) *
We watched football (last week with Manchester United winning & with this week Liverpool losing , how sweet it is to see that and Keefe's immediate reaction of saying and I quote "Liverpool sucks *switches off tv and throws the controller* " hehehehe , watched the famous Blue Man Group (ON BLUE-RAY IN KEEFE'S AV ROOM , YES HIS OWN AV ROOM) , called Hazim,Ashli (also because she wasn't present to jam with us),Mae Yin through Skype to show them the awesomeness of the Ong's residence . We also ordered fast food during the late night (2 am the first time and 6 am the second) , had interesting conversations while dining (Keefe's mother is hilarious) , locked Howie in the attic (yes Keefe's room has an attic , our theory is its to hide girls if Aunty Ong comes unannounced LOL).
We made several recordings of our "misbehaving" selfs (jamming to both decent and weird ass songs , one in particular is on youtube as we speak ,easily excessable at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hDHDiHXcOvI
We did it as an impromptu performance so please be nice while judging . Others will not be able for viewing without my written consent because it has something discrediting me in it *JENG JENG JENG*.
Today though we slept at 1 AM ish and woke up around 6 AM ish while the previous week we slept at 4 AM ish and woke up about 8 AM ish lol.Also , we went on a long and almost never ending journey to get tickets for Jason Mraz (I wanna know who else is going for the concert), with arguments and disagreements along the way with the addition of "someone" not showing up to buy our Sunburst tickets(causing us to go bonkers , we harrassed the alleged person till he wanted to "lawyer" up LOL (the tickets are still up for sale btw , ask Howie or I for the price if interested).
We then talked about the possiblity of having ANOTHER one next week (His mom will start to hate us soon LOL for disturbing her so many times during the weekend HAHAHAHA) and asking girl(s) to join in :P since he has TWO guest rooms :D he he he he. Nothing else comes to mind so I shall stop here , bye bye
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Gong Xi Fa Cai and Happy Holidays
I feel more different and alienated day by day especially in class. I'm never in one specific "group" always in the middle , with Yudish gone I don't have a person to talk to... not just empty conversation , more like one to one talk . He would always be there to snip comments about people but now theres no more , its not that I don't have friends its just different , form 3 was so much easier , being monitor is definitely not child's play . Things aren't easy at home either ... alot of changes to come , we'll see how everything comes to play .
Basketball tryouts weren't running around in a ball park either , Jerry over heard only two form 4's will make the cut , having said that chances of being the two are slim to none . My knee hasn't healed well too -_- I'm taking a break from basketball for a while 1-2 months at the least... well not playing seriously , won't mind helping people :D
Class is fine I suppose . Ian is still the same -_- acting like a monkey , trying to pull white hair . Alot of homework for the holidays , I'll get to that later today or tomorrow , finish that up and then its Ang Pau time.
Basketball tryouts weren't running around in a ball park either , Jerry over heard only two form 4's will make the cut , having said that chances of being the two are slim to none . My knee hasn't healed well too -_- I'm taking a break from basketball for a while 1-2 months at the least... well not playing seriously , won't mind helping people :D
Class is fine I suppose . Ian is still the same -_- acting like a monkey , trying to pull white hair . Alot of homework for the holidays , I'll get to that later today or tomorrow , finish that up and then its Ang Pau time.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Now That Its All Behind Me, Reminds Me, To Move On
WHOO , first week has been a bore . Miss out on the last two days with food poisoning... darn bananas and otai hot dog :@ anyway I've started reading and doing weights again... thought that happening (the latter) finished "FEAR" which I bought in mid march and didn't pick up till now , currently reading "The Chinaman" YAH my nickname is a book :D MUAHAHAHA . I'm taking Lit as an extra sub this year , Pn Yong was an aswesome teacher so I'm expecting the same for this subject . Oh yeah and I got appointed class monitor -_- , Daniel is pushing me to become a prefect , Affiah wants me to join drama club -_- and others want me to join the ED board O.o CRAZY... too much responsibilities . Well we're form 4 already anyway.
The world is still turning, the fire is still burning , So move on
The world is still turning, the fire is still burning , So move on
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be ?
No it's not . First two days of school have been dizzy , new to the whole upper form thing , oh found out something interesting today and I guess I accept it . Pluto is *no comment* , I'm not gonna waste my time anymore , feel free to batter in your lovey dovey ambience . Time to say goodbye , I gave you my life and you said nothing.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
This Is Your Life , Are You Who You Want To Be?
Spent the last two days of the holiday with Yudish , talked alot about memories,change and his moving to Apiit . It'll definitely be different without him no doubt , several others are leaving too . We spent yesterday by intending to cut our hair but the place was fully booked for the day so we decided today instead , but without falter I still went to his place . We swam , ate and other things :) then today was pretty much the same except we added cutting hair to the equation.
I've been thinking about education , sports , and life in general . It's really time to step up this year , I'm not taking anything for granted from now on . My grades are gonna be up and I'm gonna give my best on the court , no more games .. I won't fail.
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you've got now
Yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life are you who you want to be
This is your life are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
And you had everything to lose.
Repeat "And You Had Everything To Lose" No more games... STEP YOUR GAME UP :)
I've been thinking about education , sports , and life in general . It's really time to step up this year , I'm not taking anything for granted from now on . My grades are gonna be up and I'm gonna give my best on the court , no more games .. I won't fail.
Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
Yesterday is a promise that you've broken
Don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
This is your life and today is all you've got now
Yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
Yesterday is a kid in the corner
Yesterday is dead and over
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
Don't close your eyes
This is your life are you who you want to be
This is your life are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, are you who you want to be
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
And you had everything to lose.
Repeat "And You Had Everything To Lose" No more games... STEP YOUR GAME UP :)
Friday, January 2, 2009
Resolutions
Ok I've had this blog for about 9 months its a new year and that calls for change ;
Firstly credits to those who did well in their PMR : ) I didn't do too well but like I said "new year calls for change"
Most Amanah students did their teachers proud achieving straight A's or just one short of it. I'm going to arts seeing that sub science is a no go , I'll be taking Literature , hopefully seeing familiar faces . All the basketball gang are obviously all going to science leaving me the loner ranger in arts... I may have the company of Swee , Bryan and a few other guys . Yudish is leaving like as I expected , Howie on the other hand will be staying .
New Year (ACHIEVABLE) Resolutions:
1) Be happier :D
2)Don't lose my temper as fast as I did previously
3)Don't react to things unreasonably
4)Be a better student
5)Be a better basketballer
6)Don't take form 4 as honeymoon year
7)Save money -_-
8)Lose bad habits
9)Appreciate life more
10)Be a better person in general
those are mine... why don't you guys tell me yours : ) btw CNY is on the 26th so ANG PAU COMING FASTER LOR :D
bye bye
Firstly credits to those who did well in their PMR : ) I didn't do too well but like I said "new year calls for change"
Most Amanah students did their teachers proud achieving straight A's or just one short of it. I'm going to arts seeing that sub science is a no go , I'll be taking Literature , hopefully seeing familiar faces . All the basketball gang are obviously all going to science leaving me the loner ranger in arts... I may have the company of Swee , Bryan and a few other guys . Yudish is leaving like as I expected , Howie on the other hand will be staying .
New Year (ACHIEVABLE) Resolutions:
1) Be happier :D
2)Don't lose my temper as fast as I did previously
3)Don't react to things unreasonably
4)Be a better student
5)Be a better basketballer
6)Don't take form 4 as honeymoon year
7)Save money -_-
8)Lose bad habits
9)Appreciate life more
10)Be a better person in general
those are mine... why don't you guys tell me yours : ) btw CNY is on the 26th so ANG PAU COMING FASTER LOR :D
bye bye
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